Blue is the warmest color

Chapter Eight

Why was this all so hard. Chads Gone Emma's leaving and Jason wants me. I just wanted a break from all of this. When Emma left i talked to Matt.

¨Why did you let her leave¨ He said as i walked to sit on the couch\

¨Matt can i take a break from this....Its Stressing¨

He sat next to me 

¨okay I'll Hang with you what you wanna do¨

¨Well we can't go outside because people are going to think i'm  talking to no one

He laughed

¨ Lets watch a movie¨ I said still smiling

¨NO MORE MOVIES¨

¨fine then i wanna get to know you¨

Then he looked at his phone and frowned at me. 

¨I gattah go People need me¨

¨Bye¨ i said

The he puffed away. Now i was alone. I had no one to talk to. I felt like i have become a thot. I played with peoples feelings and did not even realize. I had to think for a minute. Who cared about me? Who was always there? Who showed they actually care? Then i realized something its Matt. He's the one. How can i not see it from all this time. He's Speacial. But how would that ever work. He's not even human. As soon as Matt comes i have to make a move i can't ruin it. I decided to go around the whole apartment yelling Matt so i did. Sevral times and nothing happened. Then the door bell rang and it was him.

¨Why are yel-¨

¨your the one¨ I said iturpupting him

¨What are you talking about?¨

I pulled him close and kissed him and it felt good. He pulled me by my waist. I did not want to let go. I stoped and took a step back.

¨ Are you sure Vanessa .. Being with me is not the best thin in the world¨

¨what do you mean?¨

¨I cant be with humans its against the head bored¨

¨No there has to be a way¨

Then his phone buzzed and he looked back up at me¨

¨ I have to go V¨

¨Wait i need your number¨

He gave it to me and poofed away. As soon as he lefted i grabbed my phone and texted him.

ME: Hey

HIM: Vanessa not right now okay

Me: I need you close to me

HIM: I'll come later bye