Keke Pov
I was watching the channel Pz told me to watch.
"Well so we have here the model Precyous Smith here is dating Chris Brown.Aren't they the cutest couple. Chria brown said he was tierd of Karruche's BullSh*t and wanted a real girl to love. At starbucks,Detroit, Chris found beautiful Precyous who now has been dating for 5 months. Wow. Will Chris keep his lucky prize or put her back in the box?Stay tuned on Hml!"
I was impressed by Pz's actions she got her mind of of August who is now im jail and im her with my kid and future husband. Im already 19. Lucas proposed,but i said wait a little longer but u still kept the ring on my finger. Lucas got a singing job and blah blah blah. He hasn't been doing that well so i was helping him make songs. I helped him with hus first and he gotta hang if it in his second one. But that wasnt enough. I already made 10 songs for Lucas here's a little one called:Halved.
Tryna speak a word but you cant hear me. Bitch you aint gotta listen clearly. Shit just runnin through my mind right now and i cant stop it its just makin this sound. Bang bang there's a shot of a gun. Shoot shoot na all them niggas run. Bae i can touch it and i know it. But bae it aint my fault just flow it.
Im only made one person made one inch. 6 feet 5 then ill twist. Niggas dont really know im in the game. But baby you can tell im insane. This is only the Halved,halved,halved. The only halved,halved,halved. Yeahh.
Im still working on it.(tell me if its good or nawh). Lucas havent heard it yet but he says its gotta be more gangsta like. I already made 9 gangsta ones called this nigga,The champ,4 high bitch,Down low ma,Booty Jiggz, Got to go to Rehab,Fight my nigga,Self secure and Whats the Code.(songs comin at the end). I gave the songs to him put he never checks it. He was outside smokin blunt. I snatched the blunt away from him.
"Lucas we needa talk about Quick Mo Studios(madeup)."
"For what?" he said in his husky voice.
"Boy what has gotten into you?"
"I wanna smoke my blunt."
"You know you cant smoke blunts around the house or near Nyímia."
"And so what?"
"You know she has fucking asthma. Damn."
"And do i give a fuck?"
I slapped him.
"THAT IS YOUR FUCKING CHILD LUCAS WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'DO I GIVE A FUCK' MAN THATS BULLSHIT THE FUCK!!"
"I need my stress reliever."
I threw the blunt at him.
"Well if thats your main thing in life i should go and take my kid with me."
"So?"
My heart broke when he said that.
I ran into the house and packed my stuff. Nyímia saw me and she started crying.
"Mwommy where ywou gwoing?"
"Baby go and pack your stuff ok? And lock your door. Ill be there in a minute."
She nooded and went in her room.
I already had 4 bags back with all my stuff. I was already dressed i just had to get Nae settled. I went in her room and she had clothes everywhere. I picked them up and she was on the bed crying.
"Mwommy i dwont wanna weave dwaddy..." she cried.
"I dont want to neither but he dosent care for us no more. Now wipe them tears and lets be strong ok?"
"Mwommy pwomise twat ywoll nwever weave my side.."
"I promise ok."
I rubbed her head with my thumb and helped her pack. She got her 2 mini bags and i got mine. I got my keys to my blue Dodge Challenger and we put our things in there. I put Nae in her car seat and buckled her seat belt.
"Mommy will be right back okay?"
"Otay mwommy." i kissed her forehead and went inside the house.
I went in Lucas's room and took off the ring. I layed it on the middle of the bed and left.
I got back in the car were Nae was cuddled up with Mr.Nibbles; a teddy beat i got for her b-day.
"Ready to live with Aunt Pz for a while in Florida and off to mommy's hometown?"
"Yesh mwommy." she said desperately.
I felt steel in my heart. I started my car and drove off to the airport. I already had tickets for today so oh well. We gave thwm everyhting they needed and was off to Florida for a while.
I wish this day wouldnt get anyworst.
Lucas Pov
I was looking over songs Keke wrote me for the first time. I saw that she was quiet so i didnt mind bothering her. I like all of them. She wrote this one song today that i loved. It was called My Half.
Tears falling down my face as i scream your name. No answer... I thought you said you was gon give up that game but my heart beats faster like a tracker. You dont give a duck about what i say you just want to let it go... And now im gon now what you say lets jyst start it over....
Where are you Lucas? I cant fing my half of you. Of you... You wrote this down on a note sheet saying i love you... Is that the truth? I wanna know where's my half. My half. My half. My half....
I want you back where is this leading to? You and crack. What about our baby boo? This is crap i want you back. I want you back.....(2×)
Where are you Lucas? I cant fing my half of you. Of you... You wrote this down on a note sheet saying i love you... Is that the truth? I wanna know where's my half. My half. My half. My half........
Keke Alvarez
I didnt kniw tears were falling down my face when they hit my arm. I put my head on the edge of the table and called Keke's name.
"Keke!" no answer.
I went upstairs still calling her name. I looked at my room and saw drawers and closet empty. I looked on the bed. Saw it was neat but the thing that killed me worst was the ring. She left the ring. This is the most hurtful thing that i love. This ring had all our promises and thoughts in it. I loved that girl and now she left.... Its all my fault....
