I'm usually alone, I don't really like spending time with friends and famely... I do still care for them! It's just... I'm not that social... I do have a lot of friends (10 or 11) and A LOT of famely members (80 or 90) but I feel... all alone... all the time, and I do like that, but some time, usually when no one is available.. I want someone with me.. to comfort me. I usually need smeone to comfort me when I think about a lost friend... he really deserved to live on... it should have been me.. not him... s-sorry about that! um, that friend is really nice to every one, yet he died at the age of 9.. to a gun, that's part of the reason I'm not that social.. I really wish he was still alive... just... bye, *sigh*.
