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nine

I didn't cry instead I calmed myself down and focus on the matter at hand.

"I'm going after her. I'm going to their house." I declared.

"We'll go with you. We won't let you go alone." Mina unnie said firmly.

I looked at them and saw Chaeyoung and Dahyun nodding their heads in agreement with her.

"Mina's right. We're all in this together." Nayeon unnie spoke and smiled at me.

"But sorry guys because we're not going to do that tonight." Jeongyeon unnie chimed in.

"But why?" I queried.

"I think I know why.. because it's better if we let Sana and her parents talk. I'm sure they're gonna ask her what she has in mind and why she's doing this." Jihyo unnie explained.

"Exactly.. Nice, God Jihyo." Jeongyeon remarked.

I thought of reasoning out or sneaking out just to go and save her. Part of me considers what Jeongyeon and Jihyo unnie said but the other part of me wants to end all of this tonight. I pushed all the thoughts away thinking things might get worse.

As we all went into our respective rooms, memories of our first meeting, first date, first kiss, her smile and voice comes back. What if she wasn't part of Twice, she wasn't popular, would her parents accept us? Maybe if I was a guy who's in the same level as her, my family is rich and complete, she would accept us.

I suddenly felt tears starting to roll down my cheeks. I was in pain and I felt broken inside without her by my side. I reached for the pillow the square shaped one with a pink pastel color, the one she used when we slept together in here. I hugged it tighter and cried until I felt myself drifting off to sleep.

At the Minatozaki's House

When the Minatozaki's got out of their car, Kasumi grasped Sana's wrist tightly and led her inside the house.

"You really don't get it. Your every action could affect our family! What is happening to you, Sana? What are you thinking? Just what is wrong with you?!" her mom shouted with her jaw clenched. Sana could see her body shaking with anger.

"Mom. Please listen to me." she put her left hand on top of her mother's hand which hasn't let go of her wrist. Her dad was beside her mom calming her down.

"No. You listen to me. What would all these people say if they find about everything that you've done. Should I remind you that everybody's watching us? Our family is on the line. You better watch your actions, young lady."

"Mom, please.. I'm sorry but I've had enough of this!"

"Listen to our daughter.." her dad spoke with his eyes full of concern.

"Mom. Dad. I don't want to live like this anymore. I've always listened to everything you want me to do, I have always followed. I want to be happy and be free to do what ordinary people do. I am so lucky to have you as my parents and to be a Minatozaki. I am so thankful for everything. But I think it's time for me to live my own life not as a Twice member not as the one who carries our family name but as someone responsible and independent. I love you, Mom and Dad. I hope you understand."