𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 •𝔱𝔞𝔢𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨•

Dream (14)

Jungkook's POV

'I was on the verge of tears. Hearing him explain, just breaks my heart. I know he's not done yet...but to be honest..im feeling different. I want to listen..just listen...but on the other side...I dont want to... I feel like if I continued listening...I'll be broken....much broken than before.'

'What if everything he said is a lie? What if he really dont mean everything he said? What if he's just pranking me? What if he doesn't really love me? What if I'm just dreaming again? Should I accept that fact...or should I....should I leave him?'

'I want to hug him so so bad. I want to tell him that I love him too..that I need him too..that I will not run away..that I will stay by his side forever...but...it's only the beginning.'

End of Jungkook's POV

The older boy kept explaining...
Wanting to cry, but he wants to be strong.

He don't want to cry, because after all...he was the one who lied.

He was the one who pretended.
He was the one who acted like he never knew who Jungkook was.
He was the one who smiled like he wasn't hurt inside.
He was the one who lied..just to save his love.

"Can you just go to your point!? Im tired of this bullshit, Kim! I want to know the reason behind this!"

The older took a deep breath, looking straight at the youngers eyes.
He looked at it..seeing all the pain. All the tears. All the secrets. All the love. And also the hate.

"A-are y-you sure you w-want to k-know?"

"Do I look like I'm standing here for nothing!?"

He looked down..as he explained.

" I was born with a weak heart. But I never showed it, just for my love ones to know that I want to fight. On the time I turned 11..I started having more health issues. I was getting weaker. I don't want you to know because I know you're having a hard time too. I want to be strong for the both of us..because we promised together, that we'll love and never leave each other. I never want to broke that promise..but I need to..for me to stay alive..and for me to start a new life...finding you..my forever. "

" I told you I will come back, but it looks like I never did, right? I bid you my goodbye, but I know..someday..that goodbye will be turned with an 'I'm back'. We landed on Canada..but all I can think of..is you. We're young at that times. We don't really know what love is..but we knew how to feel it. We knew the feeling of having it...giving love, care..for the others we love. But for you..the love that I was feeling..was very..very different. "

" I'm happy with you. I feel comfort with you. I feel safe when I'm with you. I feel free with you. I feel strong because of you. I feel love from you... "

" The..the procedure...almost failed..I almost lost the chance to live. I almost lost you... "