you're so impatient! || fontcest

🌟 intro 🌟

- WHY IS HE TAKING SO LONG - asked a heavily worried Papyrus, holding a laptop with a dead battery and shaking.

Papyrus recently had started leaving his house at 6 pm everday to go to the forest, holding his brother's laptop with one of his arms, spending hours browsing the under-net until it was completely dark and freezing cold. even though he has been doing this for a while, he still didn't know how to get back home on his own, specially when the only thing he could see was his own chest, thanks to his soul. he needed a trust worthy person to guide him back, sans.

- DID HE... - sans was a minute late, he knew this thanks to the watch sans gave him for his last birthday. maybe it wasn't the best idea, because now he was way more focused at his routines and doing his activities in the perfect hour, this causing him to break down everytime something didn't go as planned.

- DID HE- DID HE REALLY FORGET ABOUT ME !?
he felt lonely, he was in a pitch black forest, far away from home, his sorroundings were cold while his soul was the only thing keeping him warm, no sound other than his shaky breaths.everything was so quiet, if only he had someone to talk to.

- WHY WOULD HE FORGET ABOUT ME !? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG !? DID HE JUST LEAVE AND WENT TO GET DRUNK AT GRILLBY'S !? OR MAYBE THIS WAS WHAT HE WANTED TO DO ALL ALONG ? MAYBE HE WANTED ME TO LEAVE ! AM I THAT ANNOYING !? I KNOW I AM BUT, IS IT ENOUGH TO MAKE HIM WANT ME TO DIE HERE IN THE SNOW !? DOES HE REALLY WANT TO LEAVE ME ALL ALONE ?! DOES SANS TRULY LO-

- hey

papyrus jumped in surprise after being interrupted from his thoughts, he stared down at the monster that stood in front of him. it had a big smile, a flashlight on his hand and two tired blue-ish "eyes". for papyrus, those eyes were a common sight, but the fact that they started to look that tired because of him didn't make him feel any better.

but he couldn't complain, he loved being the one that gets sans's attention the most, yet that made him feel so guilty.
papyrus wasn't able to understand how sans could make him feel completely safe but so anxious at the same time. being with him made him feel like everything was going to be ok as long as they are together, but what scared paps was the thought of him leaving, the pressure of "if i do something wrong, i will be alone again".
sans knew what pap was going through, he could tell the similarities between him and the symptoms he previously had. he knew what it felt to be scared and is willing to help out papyrus with the confussion in his brain, he would never let his brother feel alone again.

- heh - sans chuckled, papyrus was so concentrated on his face that he couldn't avoid getting flustered. he decided to show his free hand and stretched it towards papyrus as a sign that it was time to go home. papyrus understood and happily held his hand.

they both walked home while sans showed the way. papyrus felt happy again, his brother made him happy, he didn't know why but he just wanted to stay like this for a little longer. 

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hi plz remember to read the cw on the summary b4 following this book, i want y'all to stay safe

BTW no i don't use caps at the start of my sentences bc i just don't like it huehuehue but if it makes it too hard to read feel free to tell me and i'll edit it  <3

(holis, si lees esto y quieres q traduzca el libro al español comenta aqui owo)