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ANNEONG my ever loyal readers uwuuuuu thank you for staying with me even if I am still being a bitch for keeping you waiting for such a long time. But sorry to disappoint you,this is not an update✌. Im just sharing something because I really need an advice......

its about a guy....uwuuu lumalablayp si ateh😂

So as you already know, I am having a hard time with my learning modules and I was like amma kick DEP ED's ass if they wont stop this *self learning module* thing(hehe just joking).

And theres this guy that always cheers me up with his jokes and encouraging words and yeah we message each other very often like every single day. And my stress would seem to fade off everytime we message each other. Its also been awhile since I felt this, this certain feeling when you feel really excited when you open your Messenger app or if you see that word 'active' beside his Icon.

idk if I really like him or its just a simple and harmless infantuation.

urgggggghhhh

and guess what..
he asked me if I was still single.....and I was like 'Oh shit, I think I know where this is going'

so I was right, he really asked me to be his gf hehe dafuuuuuq😱🙈zaavwvsvsoiqgduvkkjbwvwhvsskk Im going nuts bitches! help me!

I really1000x want to say yes but theres something stopping me huhuhu.I dont want to risk our friendship.....

Actually his one of my older brother's bestfriends and everytime they hang out I always tag along so I got really close to them too. They treat me like their little sis and I see them as my brothers too( our call sign with in the group is Brad short for brother) But I cant help to develop something for him especially when his handsome af. He also respects women and is very vulnerable sometimes hehe( For me emotional boys are cute). 

So yeah.... I know this relationship isnt a sure thing and Im also aware that if we'll become an item and incase we break up, we'll go back to being strangers again😩

and you know what hurts more.....

I just knew from my older brother that he's still fresh from break up.
I was like 'are yah serious?!he had a girlfriend for 3months and I wasnt even aware of it?!'

so yeah maybe he just wanted me to be a rebound😖

But what if hes sincer?! urgghhh I dont know😩

please help me.....
I need an advice.....pleaseee
should I try and give it a chance or should I just ignore his question and continue our friendship(even if Ill suffer from one-sided love😖)

PLEASE COMMENT YOUR ADVISE...🙏👇