The pain os kuhu

Part 2

Kunal sat on bed and starts reading dairy

you know what daisy   ab na muze yeh lagta hai ki muze tumhari zarurat nahi kyuki ab mai sab kuch kunal ke sath share kar sakti hu right ab na mai tumhe teddy mai rakhungi ab muze hug karne ke liye teddy ki zarurat nahi voh mai kunal ko bhi kar sakti hu ( kunal smiles )  kal hamari shadi hai  aaj muze bohot dar lag raha tha kahi meri aur kunal ki shadi na tut jay but thank god issa kuch nahi hua ( kunal smile faded )

kunal turns page

I thought sab kuch badal jayga par kunal toh muzse pyaar hi nahi karta
I wish yeh nightmare jaldi khatam ho jaye

daisy aaj maine kunal ko keh diya agar usne kisi ko bhi hamari shadi ke bare mai bataya toh mai sab ko yeh bataungi ki kunal voh wali problem se suffer karta hai ab atleast voh muze ghar jane ko nahi bolega
( kunal smirks when he remembers that movement )

kunal ne mere sath essa kyu kiya he loves me I know sab kuch thik ho jayega voh bas mishti ki vajah  gussa hai ( alone tear fall from kunal's eyes )

Aaj kunal ne kaha ki voh muzse pyaar karne laga hai muze pata tha kunal jhoot bol raha hai

aaj mumma ne mishti ki vajah se kunal se maafi mangi muze bilkul acha nahi laga voh yeh sab mere aur kunal ke rishte ko sambhal ne ke liye kar rahi hai par......

aaj kunal ne sabke samne kaha ki yeh meri first navratri hai aur kisi ke liye meri first navratri kharab nahi karna chahta I think kunal ko realise hua ki he loves me
( kunal remember everything again closes his eyes to control tears )

meri fairytale toh hamesha ke liye nightmare ban gayi muze laga ki kunal muzse uske behaviour ke liye mafi mangega but usne toh muze divorce papers de diye ab mai kya karungi  mumma ko pata chala toh voh tut jayegi mai mumma ko nai bata sakti 

kunal khud ko samzta kya hai how dare he to say ki mai usse sachaa pyaar nahi karti jab ki voh khud muze chodna chahta hai
( kunal's heart filled with grief ( even my to while writing this ) 
he turns page

daisy pata nahi par aaj bohot ajeeb sa lag raha tha I mean kunal ne meri help ki then suddenly usse family ki chinta hone lagi kabhi kabhi lagta hai kunal friendly hai but kabhi kabhi mishti mahan ko dekhkar jitna gussa aata hai na utna he ata hai what's happening to me

kunal ko mai kabhi maaf nahi karungi usne mere nanchak ki drink spike ki hai aaj tak usne muze hurt kiya aur aab mere bhai ko bhi

muze bohot bura lag raha hai kunal ko apne birth ke baare mai mishti e nahi batana chahiye tha par yeh toh confirm hogaya ki mai kunal se abhi bhi pyaar karti hu

aaj mishti ki vajah se mere bhai muze chod kar ja rahe hai agar voh isse hi jate toh itna dar nahi lagta par voh ek heartbreak ke baad gaye hai muze dar  hai kahi voh phir se drink na karne lage but I know my brother is strong voh issa kuch bhi nahi karenge

so this was the half part of  second part

I know its too short I wanted to write more but that Mishbir_dewani had eaten my brain last night not only mine but also Kavikstoryies and kaviklove  she had problem with our unity

and check my profile their is new story named kuku kavik check it its not a fanfiction but must cheak it