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Chapter 2

"fuck me"

Okay i know bold of me, right? But come on I've been attracted to this guy since the day my brother introduced him to me. From that day on my feelings for him started to get stronger. It was already a red flag him being a friend of my brother but i just couldn't help it. He was the only person who understood who i really was, despite what people say about me he was always there to cheer me up. He was there when I started having sudden panic attacks or when im all alone. 

It felt like time was going slow, i could feel cold sweat from my forehead. I slowly look up to see his reaction. Wrong move. He was looking at me dead in the eye which made me alot nervous. In his eyes I could see the disbelief and shock. He Let out a frustrated sigh while running his fingers through his hair. "y/n" he whispered. Im started to get anxious, nervous that he might reject me. But I wasn't giving up yet.

"What? Come on Kuroo, i know you weren't satisfied a while ago because of my interruption." i reasoned out. I slowly walk closely towards him, only an inch apart. "why? Am I not good enough for you?" i provoke him seeing if he would surrender.  "It's not like that. I do find you attractive" that made me blush, i was slightly happy that at least he felt that way but that wasn't enough. "Then why Kuroo?" i don't knkw where i got this courage maybe the sudden adrenaline rush, i trace the lining of the bottons of his shirt making him tense a little. "is it because Im the sister of your friend? My brother has nothing to do with this. I make my own decision in life not him" i look him dead in the eye, letting him see that I was serious.

Before my hands could go any further , he grab it, pulling it away but not letting go. He closed his eyes, by the looks of it he was in deep thought. Seconds later he open his eyes, looking at me seriously. I started backing away, him still holding my hand.

"Fine. Follow me" my eyes widen. I couldn't believe what he just said. I was still processing what was happening that I didn't notice he was walking already. Soon after I follow behind him. I couldn't tell what was going on his mind.

As we arrived at the Gym, we both went straight to the equipment storage. I could feel my heart pounding from its rib cage when Kuroo slowly close the door then locking it so that no one can interrupt us.

My hands were starting to sweat as I feel his presences behind me, moving ever so closely until I can feel his breath hitting the back of my neck. Shiver runs down my spine when he starttled to talk in a low husky voice.

"Are you sure about this, y/n?" he asked while his fingers started playing with the ends of my hair. Building up the courage to face him, I look him in the eyes, letting him see how badly I want him.

He let out a hummed, his hands caressing my hollowed cheeks. Then slowly his thumb trace my upper lips ever so gently making me catch my breath. What he did next caught me by surprise when he let his thumb push between my lips.

"suck it"he whispered, dominance coming from his voice that made me let a a small moan while sucking his thumb sensually.

His cat like eyes bore into mine, intensely watching me closely as Iick then suck his thumb. The tension between was unbearable already making me hold onto his uniform"Kuroo please "I pleaded. That was the last straw for him cause in an instant his lips smash into mine.
His lips that I've been sinfully fantisizing are now in sync with mine as he led me to a unused floor mat. Our hands roaming each others body feeling the heat radiating from one another as we dive into our own ecstasy.

As we both unbotton our uniforms, our eyes never left each other. I was never confident of how I look but the way his eyes roam my body, the desire that cloud his eyes makes me want to be his forever.

After that, he carefully ready my body with his touch and smooth skin against mine as i struggle to surpass my feelings for him and pretend it doesn't affect me. 

I wanted to shout the words 'i love you' as we become one. His hands wrap around my neck, instead of being soficated from the pain my heart and mind is swelled of euphoria.

Soon enough we both reach the peak, ending it with us both breathing heavily. I wanted to wrap my arms around him, even just for a second but I held back and just enjoy the last moment I have with him.