You're Just my Driver!!

Chapter 3-♡Stronger than Pain♡

(Someone's p.o.v)

I walked down the street fearing the worst,my heartbeat raced even faster as I got closer to home,the place I dreaded the most,I felt my body begin to shake desperately begging me not to go any further and my head began to spin,pleadIng for me to turn around or runaway,the dizziness increased and i stopped in my tracks hoping it would go away but it didn't.

I wished that I could runaway to someplace far and beautiful but i know too well that I can't,I just can't.

I grabbed the walls as I walked,my ankles bending in different directions because of how dizzy I was,and since my heels weren't helping,I took them off.

I'm pretty sure that if anyone would see me now,they would think I was some drunk fist pumping mammal.

I felt my eyes become teary as I stood in front of my dreaded mansion fearing for my life.

I dreaded the fact that pain was gonna win again,just like it always does and I knew I wasn't gonna change that so I walked into the house and my breath hitched as I saw her.

She sat on a chair with a glass of champagne in her hands and her legs crossed and moving endlessly and fast from side to side.

Hi Mo.....Don't you dear call me that!!!! Where are you coming from?!!! Do you know what time it is?!!!! And wait..is that your shoes in your hands?!!! She screamed getting up and slowly walking towards me.

My eyes widened and I began to step back...i...i..w..as...Shut the fuck up,can't you talk you piece of trash!!! She screamed cutting me off and threw her glass at me.

I quickly dodged and it shattered on the wall next to me making the tiny pieces of glass fly into my skin and one cut into my cheek.

I gasped and touched it wincing at the pain, I looked back at her and her soulless grey eyes glared daggers at me and I felt the hate radiating off her,my eyes darted to her hands which were now forced into a fist and I knew what was coming next.

LOOK.WHAT.YOU.MADE.ME.DO!!!She said staring at my injured cheek while still coming closer.

I increased my steps back until my back hit the wall and I gasped and looked at her with pleadIng eyes.

I injured your beautiful face and it's all your fault,now people will know the truth!!! She said and sneaked her arm around my waist.

She grabbed a bunch of my skin and squeezed them together,making a scream escape my lips.

Please....i swear I won't tell anyone.... please don't do this,I beg you mom,why do you hate me so much I'm your daughter!!! I cried and she slammed me into the wall.

My daughter?!! You are not my daughter?!! If you were,you would have been perfect but you are not!!!!! She said breathing heavily as she rubbed herself against me.

You were supposed to be perfect like..... him,she said against my neck,I felt her hot breath on my skin and it disgusted me.

I tried to push her away from me but she grabbed my hands and held them above my head with one hand.

I tried my best to make you perfect but you.....you....she whispered putting her hands underneath my shirt,her hand slowly crept up and I began thrashing around.

Stop!!! Please!!! Mother!!!! Stop!!!! I'm your daughter!!!! I screamed as I was unable to over power her.

Shut up you whore!!!!she said and punched in the stomach making blood instantly fly out my mouth onto her face.

She let me go and I dropped to the ground clutching my stomach and throwing up instantly.

Disgusting!!! She screamed and kicked me in the stomach with her heels and more blood spilled but that didn't stop her.

Kick after kick all of my injuries that were begging for more time to heal reopened causing more blood and soon my shirt was soaked with blood.

Please.....i croacked hoping she would stop......i couldn't take it anymore,I couldn't cry....i couldn't scream,my heartbeat had been silenced heck!! I had even forgotten how to breathe,this was it,my last hope was being drowned in my own blood and I was ready to give up.

My spirit,soul and body felt numb but I could tell she had finally stopped.

I laid there,unable to move,I didn't even want to....i was tired and done,No more pain....i have had enough,I was tired of repeating this same routine.

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Ever since my dad and I had that car accident which i mysteriously survived, my mom had vowed that as her only daughter I was gonna make a name for me and my family.

That I was going to be everything and more...I was gonna be perfect.

She got me into acting school at age five and made me go on a constant diet so that I could have the perfect body and be a model,Suprisingly I had no problem with that.

Then,she made me study in a business school never once trying to know my passion or skill but as a kid I had no problem with it because I thought it was for my best interest like she always told me.

At age ten I was already a known model and actor,one day I was called for a school uniform ad but fell sick and missed the opportunity.

And that was when it all began,the hatred, she beat up my sick body and locked me up in the basement for a week but it didn't end there.

She would beat me up at every tiny little mistake,if I dropped a pen,or spilled my drink,or trip on a slippery floor or stumble on a word while saying something,or even chew less than ten times,that was how insanely wicked shewas to me and I was just a poor growing child.

At fifteen I was raped by the Spanish tutor she hired.

Yes,that's how bad my life is and it's mostly a suprise at how I can hide it from people,at how I could shove all the pain away and act like the happiest twenty year old in the world.

But not anymore I don't think I could pretend anymore,I want it all to end but something keeps holding me back but I......

Mommy?? I heard my five year old boy call me and I instantly knew what it was that held me back...i knew why that last hope was still grasping to life and fighting to live.

My love....i whispered as I felt life suddenly rush into my veins,my heart began to beat and i remembered to inhale and exhale as I saw my reason to live kneeling beside me,his cheeks wet with tears.

Why was I this stupid to have wanted to end it all,when my baby was waiting patiently for me.

Mommy are you okay?? He asked with shaky voice and I could see him visibly shaking.

Chase,honey I'm okay,remember mommy is very strong and no matter what happens i will always be with you...please don't cry...come,come to mommy,I said and pulled him into a hug after I managed to sit up.

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Why,why was I still scared of getting beat up over and over again since i've literally been mistreated my whole life.

I've felt the same pain over and over again,so why do I still cry,why do i still beg.

You know what?? No more, I'm no longer scared of pain.

Since it has become part of me,I no longer fear it for the sake of I and my boy's life I will fight to survive.

And I will make sure Chase never suffer what I suffered,no matter what I won't let it happen.

Because now I know that I'm stronger than pain.

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I'M ELLA ANDERSON AND I'M STRONGER THAN PAIN.

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