I always hid things from my sister. Small things like her ragdoll or something like that. I wished I talked to her about this, maybe none of this wouldnt have happened. None of these terrible thing...
(Childhood)
Our lives were very simple. We lived in a long cabin in a small town. We had a friend named Swate, and we used to play with each other in the woods. I was such a sweet, innocent child. But I fell for everything, perfect for a demon to take advantage of me. But I never though it would be my own shadow.
Dreams
I started having bad dreams at only the age of 7.
I would be in what I call the white room or white world, strapped to a seat. I would have to watch my family and friend get brutally murdered one by one. I would cry and scream for it to stop but it would never stop, it would keep going until the last body dropped. Then a figure all black with dark gray clothes would appear, it was me but not me at the same time.
It was my shadow, she would walk up and say what happened? So I would explain to her and she would comfort me saying it was going to be alright and I believed her. After all of that was over I woke up sweating like crazy. I would check on my sister and my parents to see if they were okay, of course they were it was only a dream. This would happen until I was about 13.
But then they stopped all of a sudden. I though that I was okay until I started having sleep paralysis.
You remember the shadow? She calls herself The Community (TC). The first time it happened TC asked if I remembered her. I said I did of course, I would never forget her. TC said that was good, just look at me the rest of the time. She would disappear right after one of my parents walked in.
The sleep paralysis stopped happening after about 6 months
That seemed very strange.. How could it stop? Was she real? Should I tell my parents? So many questions ran though my mind.
It's funny how one little thing happens but your brain makes a big deal out of it.
This was very short. I may not update it everyday, but I'll have something maybe every week depending on my mood.
I'm really bad at writing :^(
