19//Semi-Forgiveness

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"Yongbok, what that friend of yours said to me a bit back made me think about what I was doing and how I made you feel. I am so sorry that it took so long for me to realize. I have to thank him for helping me. I was just in such a dark place. Her death hit us all. I just thought that if anything happened to you or anyone I loved, then it would be better if I didn't spend time and care about them. When people were saying bad things about your eyes, I immediately stepped on board. I cared about my reputation too much. That kept me distracted from everything else. Just caring about one stupid thing. It was just a small escape from everything around me. Just caring about one stupid thing. I know that that is no excuse..." she said, trailing off. "I am not expecting you to forgive me ever for what I put you through. "

"Mom as much as I appreciate it, I need a small breather. This is a lot. As you know, I am never fully going to be okay. You ruined my childhood. I will still be with Sungie at his place. He helped me in my darkest times. I need someone like him. Thank you for finally understanding and seeing, but it will take some time. Also, don't call me Yongbok," and with that he hung up. He leaned against Jisung's shoulder. "Thank you for being here. I needed that." Han smiled at him and brought him in his arms.

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