Diary of Realities

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"Okay Class, we can do after class treatment" said Mrs. Arden our class advisor and yes as usual, after school we have special treatment or medication it is but, Dylan told be he had 4 special treatment at school, plus he had to clean up his blood for hours at night. it is terrible i swear. Our treatment is simple, eat sort of pills for protection from cancer kids and injection to rehab some hormones if they do have mental illness like me, but i'm not that bad than other kids here, i can say i'm the better one. another question people have ever asked me why i'm not go to the ordinary school because they don't accept me. I'm count as a disability person, that's why i get here.

"Sam, um, your mom is here right?" I asked and kept pushing her wheelchair everyday, anytime.

"Yeah, why?" She asked.

"No, i want to walk alone to home" i said.

"You're not going to my house?" She asked.

"No, thankyou" i said. Sam's mom approached us and i finished pushing her wheelchair.

"Hey Jacob" she said

"Hi Mrs. Daneson, glad to see you" i smiled.

"It is glad to see you too Jacob, how's your day?" She asked.

"Cool Mrs. Daneson"i said.

"Typical jake always saying cool but, its okay Jacob, see you tomorrow" said Sam. I saw her faded away because the car went towards her house. I had thoughts, maybe i should go to building B?. I ran away and Dylan caught me, he stopped me for awhile.

"Woah woah, MD boy, not so fast, Alex hasn't told you, you have a restricted time to go here has she?" Said Dylan.

"Not because she's your girlfriend?" I asked.

"What? " he says

"Of course not, my job is to protect all of the students so they're not get infected" he says.

"You're not Alex's boyfriend?" I asked. This is confusing.

"Nope, she's only my bestfriend why did you ask that by the way?"he asked. Well, i just moved here couple months ago.

"What you want to meet her?" He asked. I nodded.

"I have art homework, seems she has talent to do that because i dont" i said.

"Neither do i, and yes she does have that talent" he said.

"Damn it, you're killing me Jacob, go." He said.

"OKAY THANKYOU DYLAN!" I hugged him. His face turned a confused way and i ran.

I didn't chase Alex because i like her, i do want her for inspiration, another one is here, beside me. How could i not happy with it? You would happy if you know there's other person like you near you. As far as i went, i rushed when Alex just about to get out of the room and bumped against her

she crooned in and tried to get up. i got up first so i could hand mine to her.

"Jacob?" Asked Alex. She grabbed my hand.

"Hey.. Ah. Sorry" god damn it i didn't know what to do.

"It's already 3 pm and you haven't gone home?" She said. Tidying some of her books with her right hand, by seeing that and i quickly helped her.

"Here let me get it for you" i said, by means of nothing.

"Thank you Jacob" she said.

"You're welcome" i said. i saw her stood there on limp, hastily breathe, in fact i'm a procratinator i easily to haste. but maybe because of some parts of her nerves didn't work, she definitely needed help. i handed my arm so she could rely on it. she stared it for a while and finally grab onto.

"you're so kind we just met couple hours ago" she said still in pain.

"only if you give me a favor" i said and smile.

"what is it?" she asked.

"share me about your realities?i mean all of your artworks" i asked. curiositry made me brave of anything.

"wait what? what for?" she asked in a confusion.

"you'll know" i said.

"fine, take me home" she said.

"alright" due to her limp i had to kind of pull her up in a bridal stuff style way otherwise we would come home in the next morning and i finally saw her house, not a fancy house like mine but an old rusty apartment full of dusts that penetrated with sunlight and never ended rain in this messy fall. i let her down and still my hand on her waist kind of pull her a little bit it is easier her to walk.

"don't be shocked, my mom lost all her money for me" she said and i walked in.

"mom this is Jacob, my friend, and Jacob, this is my mom" said Alex.

"good afternoon Mrs.Symonds, nice to meet you, i'm Jacob Mason" i said and shook my hand off with her. i still have some manners though.

"hi Jacob, nice to meet you too, you guys already have eaten something, i'll cook you meal in fifteen minutes" she said. I helped her, guided to her room.

"so what's your realities?" i asked and laid her down on bed.

"you didn't see it?" she asked.

"i don't" i said.

"look this is my reality Jacob, do you expect me to draw and make my own realities like you do? you're already blessed with yours so you make another one. Me? obviously i live in my own reality, living in this fucking hut and-" i heard glass breaking and a shout which i knew Alex's mom's voice.

"shut up!" a man shouted again. I stared at her and put my finger on top of my mouth.

"stay here, i'll lock the door" i mouthed. Alex seemed so terrified, she nodded. i locked the door really quitely so they wouldn't listen to me. i grabbed something near the door i think it was a baseball bat and steadily on the position. i heard the man breathed harshly. The whole house smelled like an alcohol pub palace.

"Alex?" a drunk man whispered, searching where Alex was.

"come here to daddy, you little girl, don't be afraid" damn it, he was Alex's father?

"Alex!" he shouted. I saw tears ran down from Alex's eyes which began to red. his footstep became closer, he was infront of the door. I pinned my body against the door really tight.

"Alex? are you here babe?" he said. Frankly, my heart so pounding and beating so fast, i was overwhelmed and frightened. he ransacked the door aggresively. He bang the door harshly and i could do is staring at the wall counting thousands numbers so this stupid disorder wouldn't come and i'll be just like her dad in a minute. Com'on Jacob, think something that forget this situation. Um, reality number one? Think! Think! You can do it. Shit,That didn't work. How about Jenna? That pretty girl that you adore for entire whole month?

"Open the fucking door!" Her dad kept stabbing the old-wooden door, shiver. Shiver ran down my body.

"Alex i know you're there. Open the door you little slut!" He said. I didn't know why i sat down, my body was dropped that's all.

"Jacob?" Said Alex in a whisper, she rushed to me. She touched my forehead, and i knew she noticed how pale i was when this stupid sudden disorder came.

"Jacob, are you okay?" She asked again. I shook my head.

"Wait i'll get you my pills" he said.

"Pain- pain killer" i said. She rushed again and grabbed her medicine box and tried to search the pain killer, my one and only pills. She scurried with of course limp.

It was too late. My vision already spun around, i couldn't handle the worst memories over attacked my brain over and over. Here came my autism.

"Jacob?"

"Jacob are you okay?"

"Jacob?"

"Jacob answer me!"

"Jacob please oh my Goodness"

"Jacob-"

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