A Good Girl From Hell

the start of hell

S'Siyah POV
October 31 , 2008
5 Years Old
Jacksonville , FL
2:12 AM

"Stopp" I yelled trying to fight the man off me .

"Be a big girl for me" he said pulling my pants down .

"No stop get off me" I yelled now crying .

Once he took my pants off he took his off .

"Mom stop him why are you watching" I yelled crying as he tried forcing himself in me .

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June 14 , 2010
7 Years Old
Jacksonville , FL
1:19 PM

"Mom stop" I yelled trying to scoot away from her beating me .

"Stopp" I yelled .

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January 1 , 2011
8 Years Old
Jacksonville , FL
4:12 PM

"Happy birthday BFF" my friend Emily said .

She was white but really fun and funny . I liked her company .

Today was my birthday and I was spending tonight at her house for the first time ever .

4 Hours Later

"Emily are you sleep" I laughed to myself seeing that she was already sleep .

I focused back in the tv that was playing Good Burger , my favorite movie .

Once the movie was over I had the use the bathroom really bad so I went to the bathroom .

"Ahhh much better" I said to myself getting off the toilet .

I grabbed the roll of tissue until the door opened .

1 Hour Later

"No stop" I muffled since his hand was placed over my mouth .

"Mom" I tried to yell .

"Stop" I said crying .

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July 4 , 2011
8 Years Old
Jacksonville , FL
3:45 PM

Today was Fourth of July and I was happy . I was learning about this in school this whole week .

"Mom are we doing fireworks" I asked going into the living room .

"Do we ever do fireworks" she responded back .

"N-

"Do you got fireworks money" she said starting to yell .

"No ma'am" I said getting up once I seen a man walk into the house .

I went into my room grabbing a jacket and my shoes .

Once I walked outside I went to the water front where I know they will be fireworks at .

I lived deep in the projects so it was kinda a walk to get out the hood to go to the white people side .

"Aye Treshie baby" the women called out to me .

"Ma'am" I asked looking her way .

"Here give this to your mama for me" she said giving me a bag of coke .

"Uh okay have a nice day ma'am" I said looking at it .

"You to ba-

Her sentence was cute short from gun shots .

"Ahh" I yelled running but felt myself getting shot at .

"Mom" I yelled but that made my chest hurt .