The wind is strong and cold
The lights is so bright
And i can see the moon on where i am,
I'm standing at the edge of the building,
feeling the coldness of the weather...
I stretch my both arms and feel the strong wind.
while thinking if i follow my thoughts....
Suicide thoughts.......
Yes, i want to kill my self..
i want to end my one and only life.
I'm tired of my life.....
Obeying my parents decisions in my life
making me do things that i don't like.
All my life i've been following, obeying them..
i can't take it anymore....
i want to end it now.
here i am staring how high where i am....
on the top of 8 storey building.
"you won't die when you jump over there".
that voice stop me from jumping....
how do you say so...
i said and look for him.
A tall guy with a bandage on his forehead.
"see this",
pointing his forehead with bandage.
"proven and tested.*laughs*"
"If you want to die right away"
he walks and go to my place. and stand beside me.
"Jump there..."
pointing the tall building here in our city.
Then why you are here?.
i said while looking at him. he laugh for a second and answer me
"ready for part two *smile*"
he said and smile after.
He's crazy....... he still can smile after attempting to kill his self.
"Wanna go with me? jump to that building...... and took ourselves?"
he said and trying to reach my hands. while smiling...
His smile is shining like a sun.... i envy his smile
I hold his hand and answered him
sure why not....
and smile with him.
______
We are walking to the alley. and talking about our problems
"I want to sing.... i wanna be a singer musician and producer. but my parent against to that.
saying that you don't have future being a singer ."
"they want me to be a doctor "
"like them....."
