Hey ddun. Today I'm here in our house where we suppose to grow old together. The house is cold even when we are in the middle of summer. I went to the kid's house to eat because they invited me, so I went. Today I went to the park and sat where we use to. Remember when we crave M+S in the tree, well is still there, but I crave it more so it can look new. I went to your house to eat tteokbokki with you, but instead of you opening the door, it was someone else, so I left the food there for an apology. I went to our favorite restaurant, to eat the usual but now is a pc game. Disappointment, right? I called you to tell you that our favorite restaurant is not there anymore, but you didn't answer.
It was getting late, so she went to their house. She opens the door and enter and saw that her sun wasn't there. She went to their room and sat in the bed.
I'm sorry Yong, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most. I should notice, and payed more attention to you. I'm sorry I couldn't stop you; I should go faster before you killed yourself. I'm sorry for being stupid, I'm SORRY YONG. THIS PAIN THAT I STILL HAVE IS TILL IN ME, I STILL CAN'T LET YOU GO. Is been 4 years since your gone, and I still have the pain in me, and I'm here trying to move on, but I can't let you go easily. I'm sorry Solar.
*4 years ago *
"Byul, I love you; you know that right," Solar said to Byul. They were in the sofa, watching a drama that they both like.
"Yes, and I love you more, but why out of the blue, sun?"
"Just because..."
"Ok, want me to go buy food, I'm lazy to cook."
"Yea, I'll wait here," Solar said giving a hug and kiss to Moonbyul, like if she's going to disappear. Moonbyul grabbed her keys and went to their favorite restaurant to take food out. While Moonbyul was buying food, Solar got a rope and a chair and went to the closet, but she grabbed her phone and called Byul. Solar try to call Byul but left her in voicemail.
*Byul POV*
Augh the line is so long, and is going to take forever, I ma call Sun to see if she wants something else. Ohh a voicemail from her, she must miss, hehe. Byul open the voicemail, and it started to hear a sob, and what Solar said, make her run out of the store.
Solar, not please don't do it, I need you, please stop. Please. She went running, to reach Solar as fast as possible, she didn't care if she fell, or lost a slipper, but she wanted to get to Solar, she didn't want her to leave, not now or ever. But when she arrives it was too late, too late to stop her, too late to hold her, too late to stop the time, she was late.
no, is fake right. Solar open your eyes. Your playing right. Haha, right, there's a hidden camera, right. Solar answer. Solar.... SOLAR. WHY *yells louder while crying* WHY YOU DIDN'T TELL ME. AAAuk. SOALR PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES. PLEASE. IM HERE. IM SORRY. WHY SOLAR. Don't leave please, I need you, WhYYYY.
*the Voicemail*
*sniff* Hey my Moon. This is weird but today was the day. I love you ok. I was so messed up since the beginning, but being with you, it helped me be stronger, but I wasn't strong like you. When you helped me, I thought I was saved but the darkness that I had in me was haunting me. When you left to work, I cut myself, but I covered them with makeup because I didn't want to drag you down with me. *sniff* Every second, I was with you, it was happiness, but the darkness didn't let me be happy. It was selfish of me, that I didn't want to let you go but this way is the best to let you go. Moonbyul I love you, and you know that, but don't cry because of me. Is not your fault, ok? Please find someone better than me, be happy ok. I love you Moonbyul, and if reincarnation exist, I hope we meet again, but this time I'll be better. I'll be waiting. I love you.
*present time*
Byul still remembers the voicemail that Solar left her before she suicides. Moonbyul hold the pain so long that she decides to join her Sun.
My sun, I hope your still waiting.
A/N: was it sad? i kinda cry while typing it. well thank you for reading and hope you read the rest.
