Sweet Love (COMPLETED)

Reforget

Lisa

Six fucking months have passed but there's still no sign of Jennie, haven't receive any messages or call back from her since the day she left. The pain of loneliness is slowly killing me, even alcohol can't help me. I just want to die to forget all about her. "Ya Lalisa!, as Jisoo rushing to the window to open the curtain. What the fuck are you doing? "You are reeking of alcohol again!," can you please stop watching this over and over?, then she grab the remote near me and turn off the tv where my beautiful memories with Jennie were shown.

No! Give me that as I've said weakly while grabbing the remote from her. "Lisa please stop, we are still here." We will help you move on! Move on? Do you know what you are talking about? You are telling me to forget Jennie which is also your friend. "Aisssh, we know that but can you please think of yourself too. Look at you!, as she gesture her hands towards me. You are a complete mess! Don't you think Jennie would like to see you like that when she come back. If she is really concern to me, she should have come back now. Well, what if she can't come back forever? Don't say that unnie, as the tears slowly falling down from my cheeks. "You have to be brave Lisa, you shouldn't be waiting for her forever, you should help yourself cope up without Jennie." Stop stop stop it unnie!, I scream at her; I don't want to listen to all your - But that is not impossible to happen, she cut me off screaming back at me. "What if she don't love you anymore that's why she left you." No! That's not true stop saying that then I shove her to the bed because of madness and grab my car key on the side table. Ya Lalisa, where are you going? Come back here!!! She scream but I just ignore her and rush to my car to drive away from this house.

I drove myself to the bar where I'm already a regular customer, my safehaven when I don't want to be found by my two annoying friends. Hey Daesung, give me a bottle of rum please. Here you go, looks like someone pissed you again. Yeah right, then I drunk my first shot, where I feel the hot liquid flown in my throat. Hey baby, is this your nee diet for lunch? Shut up Joy just let me drink peacefully. Yaaa, why are you so cold to me? I told you, I am your friend here, then she snake her arms at my waist and put her head on my shoulder. Daesung give us gamjatang, chicken and rice. Hey, you don't need to do this Joy. Aisssh don't stop me from ordering food, I am hungry and so are you. You should eat first before you drink. Na, its okay. Aisssh, just eat while drinking. Okay? - okay if you insist.

After a couple of minutes, the food arrive and somehow I forgot about Jennie. You know baby, you are lucky because Jennie left you. What are you saying? Because you found out how weak she is, W-what? Why? "Because as you've said, she just left without telling the reason, maybe the reason is she really don't love you anymore and she can't say it to your face?," - those words keep repeating in my head and I drank another shot. Hey, that just my statement but who knows she really has a reason why she left. But seriously Lisa, you shouldn't be sulking here, you are still young. Its just one woman, Look at me  I can't even count how many man or woman I've loved but still I failed, maybe because I am not lovable. Hey don't say that, you are a good person and someday you'll meet that person. Well, I think I found her already, she replied cheekily. I just smirk from her and drank another shot of rum. I keep on thinking that maybe Jennie don't really love me anymore. Maybe that was the day when Jongin came in? But what was those promises? Aisssh, I'm going to get really crazy thinking over and over. I didn't realize that it was my last shot, then I tried to look for money in my pocket but I don't have any. Oh fuck! I just said to myself while putting my head down on the table. Daesung give us another bottle of rum please, Joy said to the bartender. Hey its okay I'll just go home. Aigooo don't be shy, lets drink its my off and I don't have anyone to drink with. Okay if you say so.

The day turns night and my head is already full of rum but still I can't reforget about her. My head spinning like a carousel, over and over but still her blurry body is all I can see. -Hey, lets dance as Joy pull me to the dance floor. We groove to the beat of the song and Joy is dancing sexily in front of me. I was just staring at her thinking it was Jennie, then she clung her arms to my nape and dance seductively on me  pressing her chest on me, her mouth is on my ears licking it seductively. "I like you and I want you" she said bravely. I didn't response to her. She pull herself from me, then the latter grab my nape and kiss me. Slowly and pleading for me to kiss her back, I caress her back and started to kiss her back. We started to have a moment but suddenly I heard Jennie's voice "I am yours and you are mine Love", the minute I heard that, realization hits me that I am still craving for Jennie's lips and touch. I'M SORRY!  I said to Joy and left her at the dance floor.

I grab the bottle of rum from our table and left. I went to my car and drive as fast as I can. Rain has started to pour but I don't care, who cares when the one I loved already left me for another guy. I drank the bottle of rum straight up to my mouth but suddenly I saw a bright light when I pull away the bottle of rum from my mouth....

SCREEEECHHHH, BLAG BLAG, SCREECHHH..BLAG BLAG, - that's all I heard while my car is spinning from the road.

And then I saw a vision of a woman in front of me, - J-jennie is t-that you?, I ask weakly. I'm sorry but I am so sleepy now love, let me sleep first... Please don't sleep, hey wake up don't sleep the woman said out of worriedness. But my eyes gave in and I fall asleep.

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Next sequel for this story is entitled "Bitter Love", hope you'll still support the second book. Thank you again for reading. Happy Thanksgiving to all those who celebrate thanksgiving..