Falling deep {A shawn fanfic}

Dont you feel something between us?

I woke up in a hospital bed with a bandaged head. I looked around and thought about what had happened. Was i just dreaming about Shawn hitting me with a door..had i just fell and hit my head? But my questions were soon answered when Shawn walked into the room with coffee and blueberry muffins. " Hey" he said smiling widely. I almost couldn't speak.."Hi..so this is real?" I asked him with a shaky voice. " yea its real..and im so very sorry about hitting you. But with all that's happened i still don't know your name" he said blushing. "Oh.. my name is Trixie." I told him smiling. "Trixie.. ah that's a beautiful name. So Trixie, you only have a big bump on your head. . So you are free to leave the hospital. " he told me. This might sound weird. .but i dont think i want to leave..cause if i leave than Shawn leaves my side.. and i dont want that. "Well i better go..Matt, Cam , Nash and the boys are waiting for me..it was a pleasure meeting you muffin" idk if it was just me but he sounded off..sad even..as he turned around to leave i wanted to cry. "WAIT!" He turned around to face me half smiling. "Do you have to go?..because this might sound weird..but i feel something between us and i know you do to..so please stay with me and see if what we feel is real." I said with a tear rolling down my cheek..he looked at me..smiling and teary eyed. Hes not gonna stay with me..im just a fan..but then he walked over to me..and held my hand and said " im happy you said that..cause honestly it was breaking me leaving you" and he kissed my nose and came in the bed and cuddled with me until the doctor walked in.