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Honestly, after Kenma literally dumped me I tried to stop liking him, I know it would be the best for both of us. But something in me told me not to. That's hard, to give up on the person you love the most... I'm sure Kenma loves me too but just not in the way I do. I don't even want to imagine Kenma having a girlfriend or even another boyfriend... But I confessed after years. I reached my goal. I was planning on confessing to him anyways. Today's his birthday, I need to go, I need to see him, to give him his gifts, to hug him, just pretending nothing ever happened. I just need to be there. It's already tradition, I can't just skip this day as if it's a normal day, it isn't. It's Kenma's birthday, still I'm very nervous, I haven't contacted him since that incident... I was too afraid. Is he already sure about his feelings? I'm scared facing the truth. I already couldn't handle it last time and it wasn't really anything... I'll just go now. Why even worrying, nothing ever happened, never...

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Akaashi came early on purpose, Bokuto will be there as well and Kuroo, he's on his way. Kenma didn't tell Akaashi, he just congratulated him. They're pretty happy together, also pretty cheesy. That's funny to watch. Together with Akaashi they tried baking a cake, he can trust Akaashi in the kitchen. He knows his kitchen won't explode if it's Akaashi.
>>Thanks for helping me.<<
>>That's what I have to do, it's your birthday.<< Akaashi keeps making the dough, it's fluffy.
>>The cake will turn out fluffy.<<
>>Exactly my taste.<< Kenma's sparkling, he planned this day, he planned every second, without Akaashi knowing everything. It's not like he lied totally to him, he just let out some steps.
>>That's a relief, so Kuroo's coming too?<<
>>Hopefully, he always does even if I tell him not too.<<
>>You actually tell him not to come?<<
>>Sometimes.<<
>>But he still comes.<<
>>Yeah, sometimes it's better like that, no, always, I don't like boring birthdays even if I don't really care about my birthday.<<
>>Picky.<<
>>Don't talk shit.<<
>>Truth=Shit now?<<
>>Funny.<<
>>Right?<<
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
Kenma was waiting, he hoped it's Kuroo. He's opening the door getting flashbacks to that day he closed the door before he had even the chance to say hello, he laughed.
>>Kenma.<< There he's standing, Kuroo, totally dressed up perfectly. Kenma didn't even say anything, he jumped right into Kuroo's arms. What does that mean now? Kuroo held him, not wanting his best friend to fall.
>>Happy birthday Kitten...<<
>>Thank you for coming.<< Did he thought he won't come? He does every year... Why shouldn't he this year?..
>>I won't miss your birthday, never.<<
>>I hope so.<< Kenma's dragging Kuroo inside.
>>Hey Kuroo.<<
>>Akaashi's here already?<<
>>Yeah he's helping me with the cake, I trust him with my kitchen.<< Kenma giggles, he remembered how Bokuto and Kuroo tried once to make something and they ended up ordering something and cleaning the whole kitchen.
>>That's a good decision.<< Kuroo had two gifts prepared, he thought about staying a bit longer than everyone else today, he wanted a proper talk with Kenma. He wanted to clear up everything. He can't let it be how it's now. He's not satisfied.
>>Kenma, Bokuto just texted me he's running late, traffic.<<
>>Oh, we can wait, don't worry about it. More important, how's your relationship?<< The smirking Kenma's back. I haven't see this smirk in a while yet. I missed his smirk?...
>>Stop asking this. Everything's alright.<< Akaashi might resemble a tomato right now. It's really funny to watch how flustered he is when Kenma's asking about him and Bokuto. Bokuto's nothing different.
>>That's good to hear, did you-<<
>>Don't even finish this sentence Kenma Kozume.<<
>>Okay okay, I won't.<< Today Kenma's attitude is different from every day, it's just once a year.
>>Let the kid be.<<
>>Since when am I a kid?!<<
>>Since I am older hah!<<
>>Annoying.<<
>>Stop bullying each other, both of you are still kids.<<
>>You can't tell you're a big baby Kuroo.<<
>>That's not true Kenma!<<
>>It is.<< This time Kenma and Akaashi spoke at the same time.
>>Mean.<<