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"You were what?" Hotch asked. Shit. Shit. Shit. "Uhh yeah well I was wondering if you wanted to go on an official date." I sputtered out. This was not going well. "Shouldn't be me who asks you?" he said a slight smile on his face. "Well I uhh-"
There was a knock at the door. I turned my head to see Rossi, standing there. "I feel like I am interrupting something." he says with a mischievous smile. "Uhh no just talking about, the case." Hotch says a small smile forming on his face. Rossi raised his eyebrow, "Goodnight you two." he said winking. I slowly bit my lip as I looked back at Aaron. He stood up grabbing his bag, "As for the date," he walked over next to me. "I will pick you up at 7:30," his voice was barely above a whisper.
"Wear something formal and red." and with that he walked out of the office. I stood there my mouth slightly opened. Right. Ok. I left his office, with a few things on my mind. Hotch said he loved me, which I am 1000% sure was just him coming of the sex high. Right? Right. The next being this whole 'relationship'. I mean we had just been hooking up but the last time seemed passionate. Also was it more? I mean he just arranged a date between us.
I get my bag again and say good-bye's to the team, I press the button on the elevator. Walking in I pull my phone out checking the time. 9:38. I let out a deep sigh, I couldn't believe that just happened. I was very nervous, but I mean I shouldn't be its just a simple date. With your boss.
Was this a good idea I mean Hotch is my superior this could- my train of thought was interrupted by the elevator door opening. I gulped before stepping out, and opening Quantico's doors. The cool night air clinging to my nose. My heels clacked on the pavement, I made it to my car unlocking the button.
The ride home my mind was racing I couldn't think straight and before I knew it I was home. I walked in setting my bag down, shedding my clothes almost immediately. Turning the shower on letting the hot water run down my face and body. I washed my hair letting the conditioner sit as a washed my body. When I rinsed I wrapped a towel around my body. I examined my neck in the mirror, the shower washed the makeup covering the multitude of hickies which wern't has bad as this morning. I get dressed in my P.J.'s slipping under the cover I slowly let my eyes droop down.
I spent most of today cleaning my apartment up doing laundry, dishes, that sort. Eventually it was time to get ready. I look at my limited selection of formal dresses. Hotch said to wear red, I mean I do have a red dress, but... I would give anything to see his face when I am wearing not a red dress. I smirk before selecting my black dress with one with thicker straps and a ruffled fabric. Put on black heels and a gold necklace. As for my make up I just went with a simple red lip, light foundation, blush, and mascara.
I finish curling my hair and I get a text, it was from Hotch. 'here' I clicked my phone off grabbing my clutch. I opened my door, to see hotch in a suit with a little red handkerchief. "I thought I told you to wear red." he said. I turned the light off and closed my door. "Your not the boss of me." I laugh slightly locking the door. I turn to the car, before his hands grip tightly on my hips. "Actually I am, in more ways than one, sweetie." my stomach flips, I bit my lip as he slowly lets go, basically shoving me forward to the car.
I step into the car bucking my seat belt, Hotch starts the car. Buckling himself resting his hand on my thigh ever so often rubbing his finger up and down. Each time I resisted the urge to clench my legs together. We finally pulled up to the restaurant, Henry and Glenn's.
Hotch parks and I unbuckle as he comes around to my door opening it for me holding his hand out. I decide not to take it. He grabs my arm pulling me close, "That'll cost you," his voice barely above a whisper. "Oh I am sure it will." I whisper back. I feel him smirk letting go of my hand, he closes the door and guides me into the restaurant with his hand on my lower back. We get taken to our seat.
We flirted a little our food finally arrived, I got a fettuccini alfredo, with caesar salad. Hotch got a Grilled Moroccan Steak and Carrots, I take a sip of my water. "Even though you disobeyed me, which you will pay for, I think you look nice." I roll my eyes, biting my lip slightly thinking about exactly how that will play out. "Oh I am sure, and for the record you looking very handsome." I say before taking another sip of my water.
Although the night was going good I was still super nervous, which wasn't normal for me. The whole I love after sex thing is still getting to me. "So have you had previous dom/sub relationships?" Hotch asks calmly. I nearly choke on my water spurting some of it out. I take a deep breath, setting my water glass down. I wipe the water off of my face, "Yes I have why do you ask?" I say trying to be calm, "Well I wanted to set boundaries for this, whatever this is." he says, I nod in understandment.
"Well I have two official others but that's not my body count." I said before taking a bite of my almost gone salad. "You?" I ask my mouth half full, Hotch looks down and chuckles slightly, he looks back up smiling "Yes I have if you must know." he looks slightly emmbarsed, I chuckle slightly, "Must," I repeat taking the last bite of my fettuccini. Was Haley a partner? I didn't know her well enough but I doubt you could date someone and not be doing that, but every couple is different. "No she wasn't." Hotch said, I look up realizing I spaced out. "Oh I don't-"
"No it's ok, that is something you can know, when we get closer." I put my hands up defensively. We both chuckle, "So any preferences?" he ask again, "Ok, wow man no class." I say laughing. "Well what do want to know?" I ask meeting his gaze. "Well any pet names?"
"Baby, bunny, like good girl, ummm well there's an exception to that last one, no little girl that makes me think of a child and that's the last thing I want in play." I say, "Mk, well I like getting called sir, or daddy. Are you into spanking." I nod my head yes, "I am into most things, sir."
His eyes darken a smirl forming on his lips. "Ropes, pulling?" "Yes and yes." he checks his watch, "Well we can finish this little chat later, we have to go." he says taking the handkerchief out of his shirt. I do the same, "We do?" I ask, "Uhh yes, excuse me may we have the check please?" he ask a waitress, "Sure." she walks off getting the check.
"Where are we going?" I ask, she comes back. "Thank you." he says quickly paying and standing up. "Your coming with me." he says his voice almost a growl, "Uhh ok?" we walked out to the parking lot. He unlocks his car and gets in. I stand there for a moment confused, before getting in the passenger side. "Hotch what the hell was that ab-" I was cut off when his lips crashed into mine. Unlike every other time this was a sex hungry kiss.
Out lips connecting giving me an almost burning sensation. I closed my eyes deepening the kiss his hand find my hair pulling it slightly. I let out a smaller moan. "Hotch?" I breath out after a moment. "I just really needed you before I dropped you off." he said. "Your dropping me off?" I asked surprised we didn't take it further. "Yes, (y/l/n) we do have work tomorrow."
(Heyyyyyyyyy I finally wrote a part, lol. I know the other parts of this suck super bad but I suck much less at writing now)
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