Chapter 1

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She knows what I think about

And what I think about

One love, two mouths

One love, one house

No shirt, no blouse

Just us, you find out

Nothing that wouldn't wanna tell you about no

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I pull my headphones out of my ears as sit up on my bed. My mom is standing at my doorway peaking in. "Hey, honey. I left you some left over casserole in the fridge." "Thanks mom". "I hope your appetite comes back soon honey ".

Judy gives me a pitiful smile as she carefully closes my door. I lay back on my bed, looking up at the ceiling. She cares, she really does, but she should know by now that my appetite is not coming back any time soon. I'm not anorexic or anything like that. I went through that whole experience a while back. Puking your guts out is a short term solution. I just don't feel hungry. I don't feel much of anything these days. I try. I try smiling, laughing, singing. Again, short term solutions.

I could take my moms advice, join a sport, or try out for the cheerleading team. Something about cheerleading doesn't sit well with me. I mean I guess it seems fun but thats more fake smiling and skipping lunch.

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'Cause it's too cold whoa

This song is the only thing that has made me feel things in months

For you here and now

chills run down my spine as I close my eyes and slowly move my hands from resting on my stomach to gliding down towards my thighs.

So let me hold whoa

My hands move from up my thighs to crossing my stomach and back down again. My back arches slightly as I run my fingers underneath my pants.

Both your hands in the holes of my sweater

"Hey, you almost ready for school"!? My mom knocks twice on my door thankfully not opening it, still starling me.

Sighing I take my ear buds out of my ears and throw my backpack over my shoulder. Time for my first day of  sophomore year at Mckinley. Oh joy.





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