Once upon a time...a fairytale gone bad

Expaining

'Look Aaron I told you i wil tell you when I am ready and i just...I can't right now please understand'

'Ok love i don't want to push you, you don't have to tell me right now if you dont want to'

He came near me and hugged me.I was debating with my self whether i shold hug him back or not. I don't i just I might act all naive and playfull i'm just trying to cover up the pain. Try to have friends and maybe trust them one day the wound is just... too fresh eventhough it happened 2 years ago it felt like yesterday when i was still locked up in that filthy basement that still hunts my nightmares.

'Honey are you here?' 

'What? oh sorry i must have zoned out I guess'

'what have you been thinking?'

'About the whole situation i just remembered a lil bit of the 'dark ages' as i would like to call them'

i told him that with a bitter smile on my face as memories in flashbacks came back o me. I shake my head to get rid of them. I will not allow to myslef to start feel sorry again. I'm sick of that it's time to stand to my feet and to comfront this. And eventhough Aaron is treating me very well lately still I don't trust him and let's not forget about the slap. I will tell him soon though just not yet.

He saw the pained face I had so he decided to cange the topic

'How would you like for us to go to the movies?'

'ooooo yassss I love movies especially thriller would you like to watch a thriller?"

'My favourite' He said with a bright smile on his face.

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After a couple of hours we had ound a movie booked our tickets online and ready to take off to the movies.

'Are you ready my love?'

'Yes i'm ready off we go?'

'Wait'

'What'

'I have to tell you something'

'I'm listening'

'You look stunning in tis dress just so... beautiful'

'Thank you' I said while blushing and looking down 

He lift my chin with his finger and looked me in the eyes. His beautiful ocean blue eyes with little crystals of light green stare back at my light green ones with adoration I just couldn't explain 

'You look adorably beautiful when you blush my love'

And of course i blushed even more.

We made our way to the car and got inside started taking and just getting to know each oher. He is 21 years old and his favourite color is the one of my eyes.Light sparkling green.When he said that guess what people. I blushed , no shit. 

'I can't believe it ! Did you see her? she was just thrown to the other wall to the ceiling and out of the window just like that! it was awesome!!'

'You are the only girl I know she would be exited about this ' He said while laughing his laugh a melody made from angels singing it. 

I don't know what is happening to me lately I just have all these weird thoughts about how i would love to kiss him or hug him. Well my birthday is pretty close and Aaron said I will be turning then but I should probably ask him anyway.

'Hey Aaron?' 

'Yeah?' 

'I... uhm ... I'm starting to have certain uhm... feelings about you I mean...uh why?'

'You are asking me why you're starting to have feelings for me?'

'uhhh yes?'

He smiled so brighlty that could reach his ears and eyes filled with happiness.

'You are finally starting o feeling something about me...noy your wolf , you. Ad you don't know how happy and grateful this makes me. also the fact that your birthday are close ... Are you starting to notice certain things about me that you like?'

'uhmm yes'

'oh my god your wolf is surfacing I am so proud of you and on top of that... your having feelings for me... your feelings of course have something to do with your wolf but again not much because she is not strong enough yet so it can't affect you much.I'm the happiest man alive!

Then he hugged me tightly picked me up and swirled me around while laughing causing me to laugh just being happy as I see the happiness radiating off of him just being careless,happy.

He was yelling 'I'm the happiest man alive!' And I was just laughing like crazy 

'You are so adorable!'

'Oh my gooood this is the first time you have said a good thing about me!'

And then ladies and gentleman he squealed. He actually squealed. And I was laughing my pillow off. 

After that we were just talking and laughing like mad people. I think I might have just might starting to trust him. Maybe, maybe I could. Maybe.