Maybe masama akong tao. Maybe lang naman. Oo, aaminin ko. Ma-pride ako. And I don't say sorry kahit ako na ang may kasalanan. I have my own personal reasons. For me, being emotional is weak. Well not really weak. Maybe being emotional is both weak and strong. But for me, being emotional is like being brainless. Don't get me wrong. I just used my brain when it comes to those kind of matters. Kaya nga nasa tuktuk ang brain at nasa dibdib ang heart diba?? And everything we do and think are coming from the mind. Ang heart, taga pump lang yan ng blood so you can live. But the brain is there to guide you. To teach you.
And another thing...
For me, saying "SORRY" on what you did is like saying sorry for being you. Ginawa mo diba? Why sorry? Wala naman magagawa ang sorry. Just forgive and forget. Move on. What's done is done. Ginawa mo yun, conscious or unconscious ka man, doesn't matter. Nagawa mo pa din. So just hush and continue living.
But, ano ba talaga ang worth ng pagso-sorry?
Maybe I am too young to understand some things.
But here I am, standing up for myself that I don't know how to say sorry.
Maybe kaya di ako marunong is merely because nobody show me how. Nobody said sorry to me. So in return, I'm doing the same thing.
