Sirius black POV
It was getting harder and harder to prtend I don't have a crush on one of my bestfriends ; Remus Lupin.
I don't understant how not everyone has a crush on him , he is literally pefect! He has those hazel eyes , and freckles , even his scars are perfect even though he hates them. And he is so cute when he is all curled up on a couch in the gryffindor common room reading a book or studying ..
But I was too scared to admit it
However, we are in sixth year and Full Moon is coming. Moony isn't feeling well because of that and the boys and I are trying to help him , but not even chocolate is cheering him up!
"Monny?" James said shacking Remus's shoulder to wake him up
We were at the Grand Hall having dinner and Moony had fallen asleep and James was attempting to wake him up.
"H-huh?" He said semi-woken up "Oh merlin , I fell asleep again"
"Yea" James said and kept eating "You should eat Moony tommowrow is full moon and you will need to eat"
"Don't even remind me" he sighed and grabbed some chicken
The rest of the dinner was quiet , we were all worried for Remus , his transformations were getting worse each month , he would end up with more scars each time and the last month he tried to attack us . Everytime this happens he feels awful with himself and we try to comfort him but each time is harder..
Amyways , we were returning to our dorm when Remus got closer .
"Siri are you alright?" He whispered "You've been awfully quiet"
This was one of the things I like the most about Moony ; he always notices small details .
"Yea I am good , how are you feeling?" I sort of changed the subject because I don't really like talking about my feelings
"Bad" he awnsered , he looked bad (I mean he always looks good but he had dark circles under his eyes and a sick expression in his face
"I'm sorry Moony" I said and hugged him tightly "But , hey! After this you won't have to worry about full moons until next month"
"It is not that easy , you've seen what I tried to do last time , what if this time I hurt you" he said and his voice cracked
"Moony you won't hurt us , don't worry " I comforted him
"Thank you Pads" he said with a weak smile "I should really get going to sleep now"
"Yea me too" I agreed "Goodnight Moony"
"Goodnigth Pads"
~Sorry for the short chapter , please tell me what you think about it and what I could improve at~
