~Hi!! I made this chapter longer to make up for the last chapter, Enjoy and don't doubt to write me your opinion in the comments!!~
Remus POV
Tomorrow there would be a full moon , I was feeling very nervous , when my friends told me that I tried to attack them my heary stopped for a little moment , I couldn't hurt them , could I?
Just the thought of it made me feel even worse .
What if I hurted Sirius?
-I have to calm down - I thought , usually when I am stressed I read . -Yes , that is what I will do- I thought to myself , I grabbed my favourite book and laid down on my bed . After around half an hour James and Sirius entered our dorms laughing REALLY loudly , followed by Peter who was having a hard time keeping up .
"Rem , you won't beilive our prank , you should have seen Snape's look" Sirius laughed with James
"Yes! It was hilarious!" James continued having a hard time not laughing while speaking
"We casted a spell in Snivellius book and when he opened it fire started coming out!" James continued and Sirius started mimicking Snape's reaction
"He started running like a coward back to the dungeons" Sirius laughed but then he noticed I wasn't saying anything or reacting at all "Moony?"
"Ah yes great prank guys" I said with a fake smile , I hate to admit it but I was upset that they didn't invite me to join them , they had been doing their own plans more often since last month, but then it hit me , what if they didn't trust me anymore? After I tried to hurt them..
It made sense , ....anger , sadness and guilt came all at the same time , I was having trouble figuring out what was I felling the most.
"Well we will be outside or something" Sirius said and they left
Tears started falling from my eyes, this was my fault , but they know that I don't control my wolf form , they should have talked to me about it tho. -Stop it!- I thought
-Remus get your shit together-
I took deep breathes , and went to the library. I spent there for the rest of the day and skipped dinner , then I saw a shadow , and recognized it ; Peter.
I didn't want to talk to him , or Sirius or James . So I tiptoed out of the library without him noticing me , I planned on sleeping at the astronomy tower but it was cold outisde and it was around 3 AM. I decided I would go to the dorm and leave early in the morning.
I arrived to the dorm and saw the three of them sleeping in their beds , I looked at James and then at Sirius.
He didn't even come look for me himself
Of course not he doesn't even like me .
I have always had a crush on Sirius but I hadn't told anyone about it . But now there was no doubt, he didn't like me back , not even as a friend. I sighed and tucked myself in bed .
It was six in the morning , it was saturday wich meant we didn't have any classes , it was a good thing since almsot every class I was with them . I headed to the shriecking shack and decided I would stay there until almost midnight because I would try reach the forest before my transformation. I spent the following hours cleaning the place , it was a mess.
The furniture was scratched the pillows were torn apart and its content all over the floor. Then I saw threw the window James and Sirius playing with the a golden snitch , -Alright , they don't want to be with me- but I don't want to be with them either!- right?
~~~~~Time skip~~~~~
Almsot midnight
Third person
Remus was in the dark forest waiting for his transformation , suddenly he felt a strong pain in al of his body , he cried while his body changed ,his skin turning into fur , his nose and mouth turning into a snout and many other changes .
Hi! Next chapter's begging is Sirius's POV of this chapter then about half of the chapter I will return to the actual moment which is after the full moon
Thank you for reading!!
