I Believe In You And Me \\ LESBIAN .

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" Can't stand it but I still love you." -Nick Minaj

|December 16th,2014|

Cyn

Laying down in my bed, all I could think was why did Ericka couldn't be gay? Why did she have to like guys? What did she see in guys that she didn't see in girls? All of these thoughts were running through my mind like a squirrel would chase after a acorn.

Let me introduce myself. I'm Cynthia Santana, 24 year old that's a lesbian. Yes, I'm a lesbian and proud. I found out I was when I was around 9 and kissed a girl for the first time. I opened out to my mom around 13 and never opened up to my dad since he was in jail by the time. My mom passed away two years ago because of lung cancer and my dad well, I don't know where he's at.

All I ever had love for were girls . The main girl I'm feeling is my best friend Ericka . While she's going back and forth with her boyfriend shad , I'm here single and thinking of her. All I would want is to give her her first experience with a girl, and if it gets any further, then I'm down and I'll be the happiest.

The door was knocking, taking me out my thoughts as I groaned and placed on my slippers, going downstairs of my two story pent house, and opening the front door, seeing Ericka standing there looking miserable with her messed up eyeliner and mascara. Looking at her cheek, I saw a bruise that was turning purple.

"Can I stay here for a while?" Ericka sniffed, looking at me with her light brown eyes.

Her hair was tied up in a messy ponytail, while she had her fur coat on, her red bottom heel boots and her bags held by her grip. I grabbed her bags as she went inside of my house and the door closed behind her.

"What happened to you?!" I said, dropping her bags and rushing towards her, as she fell into my arms.

The way she was holding me tight was turning me on. Her Victoria secret perfume filled my nose. As much as I should be feeling bad right now, I was more happy to have her with me, near me.

"Shad and I got into an argument." Ericka said, getting out of my arms. "He cheated on me Cyn!"

"You act like yall didn't always have this situation." I grinned.

"What is that supposed to mean?!"

"Well it means that I'm used to you coming to my house at 5:00 in the morning and sobbing to me, telling me how Shad either cheated on you or broke up with you. I don't know why you keep falling for this guy."

The person she should really be falling for is me. Only if she was lesbian or at least attracted to women, this wouldn't be a problem. I could've helped her with these useless situations by bringing her to my bed, undressing her and f-

"You don't get it Cyn! He's everything to me." Interrupting my thoughts, Ericka walked towards my white couch, sobbing. I rolled my eyes and followed her, sitting next to her and rubbed her back for comfort.

"You deserve better Ericka, for real. If he gonna keep fucking with your feelings and messing with other hoes, then obviously he ain't the one for you." Ericka looked up and looked straight in my eyes. I was hoping she'll grab my face softly and kiss me, but I know that wasn't gonna happen, only in my dreams.

"You're right. Maybe I should just give us a break." Ericka started to get up and go upstairs to the guest room, well her old room before she moved out to move with stupid Shad.

Shad and Ericka been off and on for a year now. Being a rapper and actor, Shad would use his fame against everything that surrounds him. He was just another jackass that had bitches that took advantage of him that he don't even notice.

I went upstairs to Ericka's room. I wanted to join her and have sex with her so bad and make her forget about her stupid boyfriend, but I had to keep my composure.

"If you need anything, I'll be in my room." I said before blowing a kiss and going to my room. I pulled the covers over my body and let sleep take control of me.
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