Why Me?

Chapter 5

Okay so why the fuck am I writing this stupid song if I'm not gonna be famous? I always think that. But I think I know my answer. Maybe because I don't like writing diary entries and songs express my feelings. Yep, thats why.

"Hi Juliet." Ansen said.

"Hi Ansen." I replied.

We leaned in for a kiss so we quickly kissed. Then he sat down next to me. We started talking because we didn't eat lunch at all. We put our hands underneath the table and he started holding hands. I scoot closer to him and he put his arm around me. Me kissed my cheek then I put my head on his shoulder. We were both 13 so young love.

All I thought about was him since we started dating 4 months ago. I know that he loves me too even though sometimes he pisses me off as fuck but that's the part of a relationship. Its normal for all my bitches and his. Then when the bell rang I went to advisory. I was walking next to him and his arms were wrapped around me, his body was behind me and did another simple cheek kiss again. "Do you wanna go get some sushi after school?" Ansen asked. "Yeah sure. Just meet me at Balboa park then we'll take the bus. That cool with you?" I said. "I'm fine with it if its fine with you." He said looking at me with his brown eyes. "Okay, let's do that." I replied smiling. I walked away and went left so room 001. Or room 1. Or room 01. Or room 000000000000000000000000000001. Okay I think you get the point. But anyway, I went to my advisory. 

Later on in the day:

I saw Ansen with his snapbacks and he said hi. I said hi back. We started holding hands to the bus and walked there. "So where are we going?" I asked. "I don't know. You wanna go to kiki's?" He asked. "Yeah. That's fine with me. Is it fine with you?" I asked. "Yeah its fine." He said.

"Your parents know that your with me right?" Ansen asked. "Yeah. They like you. They think you're a good person." I replied. "Awe. That's so nice. Tell them I said thank you." He said. "Okay." I replied.

We finally got off the bus out of 20 minutes but it was a fun 20 minutes because we were kissing in a total of 10 with stopping but no one saw. Well, as I thought. I wearing his snapbacks and he was talking like Augustus Waters from TFIOS and he said "do you know why people choose to pick the person who they want?" Ansen asked in a such mature voice. "Because they know that they love them. They don't wanna let them go ever. They wanna keep life with them and be the first 'will you marry me.' And the only 'will you marry me' I want that to be you to me." He said. "Why me?" I asked. "Cause I more than love you. You're beautiful and have a good sense of humor. I more than love you Juliet. Is that cool with you?" Ansen said. I started tearing up. I kissed him in front of everyone and he kissed back. My hands were tied and cupping the back if his neck. We stopped kissing after 1 minute.

"Forget the sushi. Let's just walk. Do you wanna just walk?" Ansen said.

"Ya. I want to just walk with you." I said.

We started walking and we ended up at his house. His mum wasn't home. Nor his dad or his uncle. No one was there.

"Where's your family?" I asked. "They're coming back home at 5:00 in the morning. They went to the casino." He said. "Oh." We went to his room and it was kinda messy. Wasn't that messy. We turned on the T.V and sat on his bed. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." We started kissing and we were in "the sex position". But our clothes were on. He took off his shirt slowly then he took off mine. It was 4:00. We ended up watching spongebob. I had to leave by 7:30. "Are you hungry?" He asked. "A little." I said. "I'm gonna go to the corner store and get some tacos for us." He said. "I'm gonna come with you." I said.

We went to the corner store and got the tacos. We went back and started making out again. It was 4:30 at that time. "We have some time to watch spongebob. A lot of spongebob actually." He said. "Hahaha yeah." We rushed to each other then kissed again. But by then I had to go home.

A/N: So um. Up to Chapter 5 to the rest it won't be real. Just to keep in note. But the only real thing is the dating. Not the kissing and shit. But um. I will be gone for a while so I won't be able to make the next chapter in a while. Okay thanks for your time. Till then. Juliet.