Everyone is in love with the thought of being in love and I am in love with someone whom I've never even meet. Buts it real. What I feel is real. I'm not In love with the thought of being in love with someone . I'm in love with him. His smile and his dorky laugh and how calm he is when I'm crying over how someone was mean to me or hurt my feelings and let's be honest I'm a cry baby and your so strong and brave . I'm in love with how he is silent while concentrating on something then apologizes for not giving me attention, I'm in love with how his voice cracks when he gets happy and excited. Mainly I'm in love with how he hums along to songs I had no idea even existed, he hums or sing softly, trying not to make a fool of himself but I get so lost in his voice and I just want to listen to him talk for hours. Every word he says i want to look for another meaning, but there isn't. He chooses his words precisely and if it doesn't describe what he's exactly trying to say he'll change it. Now back to his laugh, it's so contagious. You can't just sit there while he laughs, you laugh along because it's best thing you could possible hear. He hates it, says it's terrible. He try's to cover it while we talk because he doesn't want me to hear it but honestly I wished he laughed more, it gives me little butterfly's. He says his words slowly when he talks, i noticed this more then once, he try's not to screw up a word or run his sentence together, unlike me where it seems when it's my turn to talk I can't seem to get the beautiful words out because he makes my mind jumble up, but back to him, he talks slowly and focuses on what he says, he says I deserve big words when honestly just him saying I deserve big words is greater then actual words. While I'm rambling on about how I'm so hopelessly in love with this guy I haven't told you about his humor, oh god you have no I idea how happy I am that we have somewhat of the same style of comedy, he makes me laugh so hard my sides ache or I run short of breath, even the small jokes he says are so well thought and I adore the fact he thinks of jokes to tell me. He's intelligent as well, probably the smartest guy I know, I say guy because ''man'' is to original and he is not original. I want to know everything there is to know about him, his dreams and his hopes and what he's scared of most and is views on life and what he thinks is dumb, God I could list probably 100 things in curious about, but I'm not going to because I am lazy and you probably haven't even read this far yet.
He is entirely perfect and I adore everything he does, for he is the only thing I have in this enormous world.
