Neither She is a Damsel in Distress nor She need a Knight in Shining Armour
#highest ranking 4 in India
Falling in love is easy,
staying in love is tricky,
But at the end of the day Anything Worth Having Is Worth Fighting For.
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"Do you...
Our lifes may not have fit together but ohh did our souls know how to dance
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Even though he looked like a model straight out of a magazine the attire and the jolly atmosphere didn't go hand in hand.
"Remove that blazer and shoes and socks or I am not coming with you." I told cent percent sure he won't listen.
Unexpectedly he did what I asked without a word.
How nice it would be if everytime he obeyed me???
You wish!
We walked along the shore line. After all these drama finally, I felt peace.
I felt him holding my hands and I don't know why, but I let him.
I felt surreal calmness.
Let's make something clear I am a sucker for romance. A part of my heart was expecting fire works.
But let me tell you I'll never trade these feelings the sudden calmness, protection and a sense of wholeness for anything in this world.
I felt happy.
Ironic how my greatest source of chaos can also be my greatest source of peace.
I looked at him and found him already staring at me a sense of calmness marred over his face. At that moment I was sure the feelings are mutual.
I pointed at the icecream shop. We went there, brought two butterscoth cones which I'm sure is his first time trying this flavour and settled down under the shade. It really felt like we were an ordinary couple. But god knows there is nothing ordinary about our relationship.
After almost 15 minutes of ice-cream and then silence. I know it sounds bizarre but I think this calmness is what I craved for after all these dramas.
Can my life be peaceful for more than one hour? Ever?
So after that I spoke "I will pay for the ring" I wanted to pay for the ring, I can't let him pay for my things. We surely don't share any relationship.
"No"
Expected
I really felt angry this time, he keeps on controlling my life. It's not acceptable.
After a couple of minutes of silence I told in a calm voice which I don't know how I was able to conjure considering my track record of past two three days. "See I am a person who like to be in control always. Some may think I am bossy. But that's Who I am. Some things, I need it my way. I know God is there but still."
After taking deep breath I continued
"But for the past 4 to 5 days nothing is going anyway near to my likes. It's hard for me but there is a limit for me too....You controlling me like this, my life's very simple thing like a ring to a big decision like Marriage is not acceptable for me. This is not how I lived or would like to live." I completed. I am not sure whether he heard the whole thing or not.
