𝐻𝐸𝐴𝑅𝑇-𝑆𝑇𝑅𝑈𝐶𝐾 ღ - 𝐊. 𝐁𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨𝐮

03 -- ⇲ PLUVIO.

EDITED - SATURDAY, AUGUST 13TH
[ 10:10PM - 1:47AM ]

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[ AFTER MIDNIGHT, 2:14AM ]

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> HAYLOFT II | mother mother <

              LEARNING TO BE LOUD WAS PROVED AS A DIFFICULT LESSON.

After being so quiet and docile for so long, being reserved was second nature to you.

Humming in agreement or disagreement rather than using words; using body language to communicate to others; avoiding eye contact; clinging onto a familiar person when exploring new surroundings; refusing to talk to others without gaining a not of permission; doing anything someone tells you what to do whether you liked it or not...

It was a habit.

Being stuck in such a loop for the first years of your life, where you learned everything for the first time, made it so it seemed normal.

So when someone just jumps in and tells you that the way you should act wasn't healthy or normal, you were left confused.

You built your life following and surrounding yourself in these rules just for somebody to come in and break them, to tell you that they were wrong?

It was weird.

You had only learned that there were different personalities only yesterday. You had learned about simple things such as a phone only yesterday. So why were we already getting into the complicated things?

And changing someone's whole personality... it didn't sit right with you.

But, Midnight had explained that it wasn't your personality they wanted to change, it was your bad habits. To you, they were the same thing, since your bad habits were derived from your personality.