To say Jisung was curious is understandable. He wanted answers so bad, but he was also a clever kid. He knew that Felix is keeping secrets. He also knew that he could've died the other day. But what if. Some things had to be revealed.
Besides his brother, Jisung had only one person he trusted. It was his best friend he knew for years. Changbin and Jisung met each other when they were little kids. He was the first one to learn about Jisung's biggest concerns, he discovered his secrets. He knew all of it, but he had never judged him for anything. They truly cared for each other. Changbin used to give Jisung good advices and he always took him seriously when it was needed.
Everytime something strange or unexpected happened in Jisung's life, He wrote it down in his diary. Since he was a small boy, he noticed, that there is something unusual about him. His body was changing, his mind was tricking him. When he tried to talk to his brother about it, Felix made up excuses and scenarios, that didn't make any sense just to make Jisung worry less. It worked. At least, when they were younger. But now, Jisung knew very well, that he can't share everything with his brother, although he loved him so much.
The first thing Jisung thought of when he woke up, was to hang out with his friend and talk to him about yesterday. On the other hand, he wasn't sure if it's a good idea to involve the older into this.
He stood up and went right into the bathroom. When he looked in the mirror, he immediately noticed the marks on his neck and shrugged his eyebrows. Jisung cleared his throat and started covering the blueprints with his concealer. Every time he touched his wounds, he hissed. His whole was body in pain.
When he was done, Jisung glanced on himself back in the mirror, seeing the marks were less visible, and smiled weakly to calm himself down.
This has to work.
Breathe, Jisung.
He walked downstairs and looked around. He realized Felix was gone, he was alone. There was a note on a fridge.
I'm with Seungmin, working on a school project. I'll come back soon. Your breakfast is in the fridge.
Take care, Lix :)
Jisung opened a fridge and saw the dish with his breakfast. How old-school, he thought. He took a bite of his panini and walked upstairs to change into something casual. He had a plan. And he was ready to make it work.
Jisung left the house and locked the door. The boy wasn't confident about it, but he knew for sure that there's no other way to clear things up. Yet, for a moment, he hesitated. It has to be done. He acknowledged that this was his only existing option, though a very dangerous one. Jisung closed his eyes and took a deep breath. You can do this. The little boy turned around and made his way in a direction of the store.
The weather today was a little warmer. It was still freezing, but the sun made it seem like it was a nice spring day. It was still morning, a Sunday morning, and people usually stayed at home, spending time with their families, so the traffics and streets were almost empty. Just like Jisung's head at the moment.
Jisung looked at the familiar place and headed there, this time without any hesitation. When he walked into the alley, it wasn't as dark as yesterday, but it wasn't less frightening either. He gulped and whispered into the air:
,,M-Minho?" he stuttered. A normal human being wouldn't hear his quiet, shaky voice. Jisung peeked around himself and when he didn't see anyone, he sighed and decided to go a bit further into the alley.
,,You didn't have enough yesterday, cheeks?" Jisung stopped moving as he heard his voice and he carefully turned around on his tip toes. Minho didn't seem as terrifying as the other day. Today, he looked a little weak. His skin was still just as white, Jisung felt its coldness from distance, but Minho's face was covered with bruises and red scratches. Nonetheless, he was still smirking deviously, leaned against a wall.
,,Who did that to you?" Jisung asked fearlessly and watched the other. The boy was cautious, he was aware of the risk, but he was also curious. And for some reason, he didn't feel threatened. The younger's brave moves and the apparent fear in his eyes made the older smile wider.
,,They snitched on me." Minho answered and started walking around the younger, observing him which made Jisung a bit nervous.
,,They did this, because I didn't do my job." Minho added still smirking.
,,But I can finish it now." he tilted his head and stopped walking. For a while, they just stood there starting into each other's eyes. For Minho, it was, at least entertaining.
,,And why didn't you do it yesterday?" Jisung avoided his gaze. That made Minho chuckle. A cat playing with his mouse, that's how absurd this situation was.
,,You came here for answers?" Minho whispered into Jisung's ear, who just nodded in response. He refused to look at him anymore. It made him feel small and vulnerable.
,,Let's make a deal, then."
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I genuinely like this chapter, lol
We're finally getting somewhere
Also someone hated on Minho on vlive few days ago and I just can't believe people can be so rude for no reason. Don't be rude to my bias. Imma throw hands, I swear.
Anyways stan Stray kids,
Love, Liny
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Loss and Lust | Minsung
ФанфікиStory about an innocent kid, who has never been able to accept his true self. Few decisions were made and this little boy knows, he'll regret them for the rest of his life. ,,Why me?" ,,Run. Run as fast as you can and don't look back."
