Man! Its getting intense!! Hope you're enoying it! Kinda long chapter for you dudes! Ill shut up so you can continue! Like always! Stay awesome my little cows!
Xoxo,
~KR~
-Gerard's POV:-
"Mikey!?" I said and ran up to him. He was shaking vigorously and was bleeding.
The rest of the guys came running up behind me. He had tear stains on his face. Tears forming in my eyes and started streaming down my face.
I noticed something on his arm and close to his wrist. I couldn't see because it was dark. But a street light was next to him so i could kind of see.
He had cut marks on his arm. He...He cuts? Since when?
"M-Mikey.." i said.
"Y-Yeah G-Gerard?" He said coughing.
"Y-You.... c-cut?" I said looking into his eyes. He had pure shame in his eyes. More tears formed in my eyes and poured down my face. Dripping onto the sidewalk.
I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Frank. I got up and hugged him tight.
-BACK TO MIKEYS POV:-
"Y-You.... c-cut?" Gerard said and looked into my eyes. I didn't respond. How could I?
He got.up and hugged Frank. I knew he was ashamed of me.
"Mikey.." said Bob going on the floor where I was. "How come you didn't tell me you cut?"
I could see he was going to cry. I'm just a mistake in life. I didn't respond. I couldn't I kept screaming "i didn't mean to! Im under all these feelings because of Alicia!" But they wouldn't come out.
So.. i did what i could do.
I got up.
Gerard, Frank, Ray, and Bob all looked at me.
"Im sorry.." i said. That's all I said before running off into the night.
"MICHAEL!" Gerard yelled and heard running coming towards me. I felt a hand on my arm.
I stopped and looked i over. It wasn't Gerard.
It was Bob.
"Mikey.." he said trying to catch his breath.
"Stop.. i know what you're going to do.. and please don't do it.. we need you here.. the band needs you.. I need you here.." Bob said.
"Bobby.. I can't live in shame my whole life anymore.. I don't want to but I can't handle any more pain!" I said looking into his eyes.
His eyes started to fill with tears. He hugged me. Tightly. Gerard and the ithers caught up to us.
"Mikey.." Gerard said. "You're my little brother.. you can't die.. you're to young and have more life to live! Fuck you're only 26!"
"Gerard.. I don't want to.. but I can't handle it anymore." I said.
"I can help you Mikes! We can ALL help you! You're like the whole bands little brother. You keep us sane. We need you. I need you. Bob needs you." Gerard said.
"Gerard.. I wish I could say than-" i got cut off. Bob crashed his lips onto mine. It was a rough but passionate kiss.
He deepened the kiss.
"We are gonna go to Starbucks.. meet us there when you uys are done" Gerard said and they left.
It was just me and Bob. Together. Where we should be. In eachothers arms.
I kissed Bob and he slid his tongue across my bottom lip granting for entrance. I thought I should tease him and close my mouth and not let him in.
He pulled away with a 'why didn't you let me in' kind of face. I smirked and crashed my lips onto his.
He again slid his tongue across my bottom lip and i would tease him again and not let him in.
He grabbed my private part and i gasped then taking that time to slide his tongue into my mouth. I didn't pull away. I let him explore my mouth.
I kind of deepened the kiss even more when i plaved my hands behind his head and he pushed me up against the side of a building. It was completely dark s o it was kinda romantic if you ask me.
He found my waist and brought me closer. We then kind of slid down to the floor.. more into the darkness.
He got on top of me. My arms still behind his head. My fingers getting tangled up in his ginger hair. He had his hands firm on the floor trapping me in place. One hand exploring my upper part of my body.
I kind of squeaked when he started kissing my sweet spot. So he found it and sucked on it. Me and him letting out moans.
Our legs getting tangled with eachothers.
He then went back up from my neck to my jawline, to my cheek, to he corner of my mouth, and kissed my lips. From all of that he left a hot trail of kisses up to my lips.
We decided to stop and wait to continue when we get back to the tour bus. We ran all the way over to the tour bus forget about the other guys and went into my bunk.
