Don't forget where you belong (a Harry fanfic)

Help!!!

As we got in the car and drove off I noticed a group of people walk by on the other side of the street, they looked like they were about my age, I thought to myself if maybe they go to the college that I will be going to, I looked at them for awhile thinking if they could be my friends if they went to my college and if we could hang out together, they looked really friendly! There were five boys and three girls, there was three boys with brown hair, a boy with blonde hair and very nice eyes, a boy with darker hair and darker skin who was very cute, actually they all were cute, the one who really caught my eye was the tall one with curly brown hair, beautiful green eyes and an adorable smile, he actually looked kinda familiar. The three girls were very pretty and I wasn't even close to their beauty, I could tell that the dark skinned boy and two of the brown haired boys (not the curly haired one) really liked the girls, not like the blonde one and the curly one didn't like the girls it just seemed like they weren't their type, who couldn't like them!?? They are perfect, maybe they like girls who aren't perfect......no that couldn't be, know one would like girls like me who aren't perfect.

As we started driving farther and farther it was hard to see the group of friends and I couldn't see them anymore "did you see those kids back there? They looked like they were your age!" My mom says to me keeping her eye on the road "yeah I did" I say "maybe they go to the college you will be going to!! That would be nice right? Maybe that group will be really good friends" she says trying to make me not worried about going to college. I actually totally forgot about college for a second! Well it's not that big of a shock, I forget a lot of things as you already know...."yeah maybe" I say

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We go to the mall, our mall is huge and they have everything I need for college. after the stop to the mall we start driving over to Ella's house!! I love her to death! She has been my best friend and my only friend for as long as I can remember, once I actually forgot that she was my friend one day at school but I do again and I don't want to forget her ever again! Being away to college will be hard, the longer I stay away from people the easier it is for me to forget them. Hopefully I don't forget my parents or where I live, that would be bad, well right now I just need to think about the positive not the negative, I need to get over this stupid memory loss and this stupid bad luck thing, it isn't even a thing to have bad luck like I do, so many terrible things and that's all ugh I just want my life to get better.

We reach Ella's house and I knock on the door, know one answers, I knock again even louder, still know one answers, I wait for a minute and knock a third time before stepping off of their porch and head towards my car frowning, I really wanted to see Ella
Before I go to college! I wonder where she is? I get to my car and start to tear up a little, ugh why do I get so emotional over little things, no this isn't a little thing! I say to myself, my best friend didn't get to say goodbye to me on my first day of college! "Liz don't cry, on the weekend you will probably get to go see her" my mom says patting my back with one hand and with the other on the steering wheel "probably!??" I say with tears running down my cheeks "well I can't be sure Liz but I'm pretty sure you will" "pretty sure!?" I say "Elizabeth I can't promise you I'm sorry, just hope for the best ok?" "Ugh ok"

We get to the college and I am soooo nervous, what will it be like? Are they worse then the kids in high school? Will I be smart enough? What if I forget my name! Hope for the best hope for the best I say starting to sweat, OMG I'm sweating gross, I've never been so nervous and terrified in my life, what will my roommate be like? That's probably my biggest concern, someone help me!!!!!