The Story Of A Life

Stolen Childhood

I was controlled over or ruled over my whole life but my childhood hits the worst.My childhood wasn't even fun it was sad and horrible i was an overthinker and i didn't even know all i wished for is to be happy.My friends were fake two of them and i dont have no other friends i tried to not cry  or be way too emotional i really did... I didn't complain to them about it i didn't even confronted them about it because i dont want to lose a friend.But the next year i changed school and we moved out of our house i was relieved i will never got to see them again..........

When we moved out i became a 1st grader.Like i always do i thought i will be happy i guess i was wrong i was targeted to have another 2 toxic friends they laugh at me bodyshame me say that they were happier when i wasnt there.I was so sad when i heared them say that.I was young so i thought that was normal so i let it happen sooner i became a 2nd grader we all got into seperate sections i were at section 3 i didn't know where they were and i didn't care.Well my second year wasnt awful nor beatiful i had i good bestfriend i used to see her as an heather she was talented,nice and pretty we never fight but that was the good part the bad part was my classmates was so mean to me it hurts me nobody thought i had feeling too because i was the type of girl that focus to her classes and never talk.So they all bodyshammed me thinking its nothing i simply didn't care because i was with "Queenie" or my good bestfriend she helped me thru out everything i didnt even realized i was soon to become a 3rd grader....My 3rd year was awful i started to realize whats good and not i regret knowing all my classmates was bullying me and bodyshammed me i was a very skinny girl and they didn't liked that the sad part was Queenie wasnt there for me we were in different sections thats when they started to notice that i have feelings too but they didnt care.Soon i gained a friend wasnt a bad one neither a good one she thinks shes the boss and can do what ever she wants i didn't mind that becayse i thought it was normal for my age to do that.Soon it became to grow toxic she made me do stuff if not she'll pull my hair and i have a short hair back then so it really hurted so i obeyed her whenever we get in trouble because of something she wants me to do she'll lie and say its my fault and ill get beat at home i didn't unfriend her because i was afraid of what she will do shes aunt is the vice president of the school i dont want something to happen to me so i didnt said anything or do something