The Story Of A Life

time of dawn

I mean watching the sunset is pure relaxing but is it more relaxing if i get there?

Im so tired...

The time of dawn is probably the best time for relaxing i just hope i can be happy.What does being happy feels like? i cant even remember it because of how long i haven't felt it

This time i treat my friends as an more better and important family...just to realize that i have to stop making friends

Its so tiresome...but i feel happy with them

Sometimes....

But sometimes is better than never i love them but they make me feel so insecure and feel like nobody

I thought they could be my yellow...Well for the hundredth time i was wrong

The cool breeze and the beautiful scenery on the time of this could be my yellow i just cant wait to see the moon and the stary sky.The time if dawn feels my bones with excitement that i haven't felt in years.And make my eyes water if only i could reach it but sadly i cant.The problems and anxiety keeps pulling me down once again i kept helping my problems and anxiety go away.But whatever i do it keeps coming back its weighting me down.But im happy seeing the beautiful scenery and feeling the cool breeze

So for now ill just let it happen and hope that it will go away soon...