"The way you've changed me"

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(heavy triggers in this chapter boyos! Please be careful while reading, if your sensitive than please don't read. Thank you! Enjoy your day/night)

You wake up from being hot. Like you had been standing in a candle. You open your eyes slowly and look at your surroundings. That's when you realize why you were so hot. Zack had fallen asleep next to you, his arms wrapped around you so you were trapped against his chest. You lean your head on his chest and close your eyes, but you still felt hot. You try to wiggle free, but you hear his breathing pick up, and his body tense, showing he was in the process of waking up. You stop moving, and you feel one of his arms move, shifting so he can touch his face. You sneak a peak up at him and then in a swift moment, you mean up and kiss him. 

He kisses back in a soft and tired way, smiling very faintly into the kiss. You pull away and look into his tired eyes.

 "Hey there.." He whispers huskily. You feel a blush creep onto your face. 

 "Sleep well?" You ask and he nods and close his eyes again. ' he seem really tired..must be that wound..' You think to yourself and you have a sudden wave of a weird feeling.

"Oh!" You say out loud as you sit up and start to unzip his jacket. 

He looks at you and stops you. "Firstly, why?" He asks and you look at him. 

 "We were supposed to check your wound but recently we've been sleeping because being in that building, tired us out. So now, I have the perfect time to Zacky boy, just let me check real quick..it could be the reason your so tired." You say and he nods after a moment and let's go of your hands, and rests his head back against the arm of the couch and close his eyes again. You begin to undo the bandages and look at the cut. It looked better than when it first happened. 'But he did lose a lot of blood..' You think to yourself and you recover him with the bandages and and zip his jacket back up. You then lay back beside him and he instantly eras his arms around you in a tired move.

"Your body heals at a fast speed it seems like..that's good, but since you lost blood you'll be tired for a while.." 

 "makes sense" he murmurs against your hair. 

Something about this moment makes you smile softly. Being close to him, smelling the sweet scent he had to him, it was a mixture of blood and a fresh scent of shampoo, which oddly enough a very good scent. You shift a little and look at him. 

 "Hey Zack?" You ask quietly and he looks at you with a hum. 

 "What happened to you, that made you be covered in bandages?" You ask and he shift a bit, in a sit up like way. 

 "If I answer that can you answer a question of mine?" He asks and you nod. He sighs and looks away as if he's trying to recall the memory. "I was burned by someone, I don't think he was my dad, but I know he was at the house a he was probably banging my mom. I can't remember why he did it, but I got him in the end." He says and you nod softly and lay your head back in his chest. 

 "Now as for you, what was that last thing that made you be so feminine?" He asks and you tense for a moment and don't answer for quite a while, his hand twitches as if he's getting annoyed and you sigh heavily.

 "My mom had a friend over and then decided to go shopping, leaving this said friend at the house. He saw me as a girl because I kept my hair longer than this because, well, long hair is pretty cool. And he..did things to me that day.. " you pause for a moment, remembering that day as clear as day. "And twice a week after that he would caress me in ways I didn't like, or understand, but I couldn't tell my mom because she already hated me. And at some point, he said I had to keep my feminine look. And since at the time I didn't understand anything, I agreed. And to this day I haven't killed him, because I can't find him.." you say and Zack holds you closer and kisses your head. 

"Well, I personally think your really amazing how you are even I some awhile made you that way, it matches you well. But also, with your hair how it is, you look admirable." He says and he kissed your head a little. 

 you look at him and lay your head in his neck. "Have anymore questions for me?" You swiftly and you feel Zack nod no. you smile to yourself and sigh happily. 

After a few minutes, you feel Zacks back to limp, and his breathing evens out, showing he was asleep. You wait and when you feel his arms loosen up, you quickly slip out of his arms. You look at him, seeing he was still asleep. You sigh of relief and look at the knife you picked up and put it in your pocket, and you go out the house. You walk down the street for a while, your mind wandering. 

how did you end up that building? And how come, just like that, it was easy to escape? You give a soft hum to distract yourself. 

As you walk, you come across a pharmacy. You walk inside and look around as you go to the medicine area. You grab what you need for Zack, but you look up seeing someone watching you. You look down and close your eyes, trying to concentrate, using your 'power' to figure out what to do.

you see a man watching you. He's confused on your blood splattered clothes. You then see someone else come in to distract him in exactly three minutes. You open your eyes and start counting to yourself as you begin to walk around, caring the medicine. '1minute..' You think as you count again. 

2 minutes..

1minutes..

Thats when you look up from herring the door and seeing someone walk in. You watch carefully as he goes to that counter distracting the guy. You put the medicine in your pocket and you walk out the house. But, you don't instantly go to Zack. Instead you keep walking. 'I need new clothes..' You think to yourself.

'which means I'll need money, so maybe I should kill someone for the money?' You think and you sigh in frustration. You decide to turn around and go back to Zack. 

You weren't one for stealing, but if it was absolutely needed them you did it. But, killing them first of they didn't deserve it was a little, strange to think about. And usually the people you do kill don't have money. The thought of not knowing what to do started to become irritating, because you always know what to do. You walk back inside the house and look at Zack seeing he was still asleep. 

you place the medicine down on the table and you walk over to him and gently mess with his hair. 

'maybe for us both.. I'll do something I normally wouldn't..' You think to yourself and you kiss his head gently. 

"The way you've changed me.." You mutters softly with a smile. Meeting Zack definitely wasn't the worst thing to happen. 

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