Hate at first Glare. { jai.brooks }

chapter 2. jake

Jake is my crush from school. I known him for 5 years now. We go to some of the same classes he is one of the "popular boys" as they say. He has brown hair, is tall, has those beautiful green eyes that when you look in them it feels like youre dreaming, he goes to the gym a lot so he has a body that you wont forget. 

''Nina!'' 

As i heard my name i stopped walking fuck. I didnt want to stop i wanted to run away but my legs wanted something else. I turned around and saw jake.

''Jake?..'' i looked at him confused. He barely talks to me only when he needs something, mostly he is with his friends. It surprised me that he started talking to me when he could get any girl in the whole school. Im scared what he is going to say, what if hey says something bad about me, is there something on my face? ohmygod nina stop it. I bet its nothing.

''i uhm was wondering if you could help me with maths. I mean youre kinda good at it and i could really use some help. I get if you dont want to.''  What the fuck did i just hear. Jake needs my help. I dont know it isnt something i do. Id actually never tought about being someone's private teacher. You could tell i was shoked about this random question. What should i do it could go two ways the good one or the bad one. The truth is i always wanted to spend more time whit him but i never made a move or anything because i know he doesnt feels the same about me but i also have mixed feelings for him. I mean dont get me wrong i have a crush on jake but my first true love will always be jai. I forgot jake was still infront of me waiting for my answer after 5 minutes.

''Uhm yeah sure'' I mumbled i stared at the ground i didnt want to look at Jake or i would know i will turn into a tomato. I finally got the balls to look at Jake he had a huge smile on his face.

''Yay thank you Nina you are my saving angle. I will text you my adress and time. Bye''

by that he walked away while waving at me. I waved back i still need to progress what just happend. Im going to be spending more time with Jake as i wanted but it still doesnt feel right like its not my calling to do. My own toughts are driving me crazy. Was this the right thing to do. I dont even have time i mean school, work, family its busy i dont know how i am going to help Jake with his matha but i cant crawl back now. I took a deep breath and walked further to my locker with my head down. Until i bumbed into someone.

"whatch out bitch" i heard a girl voice i didnt even bother to say sorry or look who i bumped in. I finally came to my locker i opened it whit my code. Urh English im not feeling school today. What am i saying i never feel school thank god this is my last lesson. I walked in the classroom and got to my seat where i always sit. I grabb my books out off my bag and wait till the lesson begins. I really need to focus more on school after the concert this is my last year and in 2 months i have my final exams if i fuck this up i will be screwed for another year. And i will have to wait a year longer before i can get to LA. Going to LA was always my dream when i was a little kid. Before i could daydream further my teacher Misses Proyr came in.
"Goodmorning class grab your books on page 56. Well be doing grammar today." Miss Proyr was actually one off the teachers i like she was sweet, funny, not stressful like all the other teachers here. We took our books as she said. We listened to her explanation and got to do our work. We didnt got any home work this like mostly the only lesson i get my homework done in class it easy and not much. Then i heard the favorite thing in my whole life the bell  i throwed my bag over my back and walked trough the doors. When i was outside i took a deep breath "ah finally fresh air"  i tought by myself is it just me am i the only one that thinks it smells really disgusting in school a mix off sweat, boys parfum, girls parfum, food from the canteen it makes me want to puke you smell it everywhere. I waited for vero outside i heard her talking from 15 feeth away we started walking to home. "oh vero i need to tell you something but please dont scream or freak out okay?" she nodded while looking like a happy little kid what is about to get his favorite candy at me "i promise"  she said.
"okay so basically i walked to my locker from maths and i heard someone saying my name behind me so i turned and i saw it was jake" she gasped i giggled at her reaction i wish i could see whats going on in her head right now.
"he asked if i could help him with his maths. And i said yes because i cant say no to jake. He said he will text me with his adress and the time. But im kinda nervous about helping him i dont know what to say or how to react."  i waited for Veronica's reaction but it was to quiet especially when your with her. She never stops talking. I looked at her and saw that she was thinking about what she needs to say after a few minutes she finally answers "Okay first off all its really hard for me not to freak out. But i think its good you said yes and dont worry it would go fine and btw its not that you need to talk to him about something else only maths babe it would be okay." she was right. This is what i love about Veronica she can be a happy full of life and sometimes even annoying but also very helpful, kind, understanding she is the perfect bestfriend everyone could wish for. "you're right vero thank you" i said while hugging her when i noticed we where at my home. Vero is helping me to pick my outfit out for the concert tommorow. I am not going to school tommorow because i want to be early ad the hall. After an hour we found my outfit a black panty, black short skirt, black top, Brown timberlands, and a blue vest with white lace. We got some snacks listened to some music and talked what im expecting at the concert tommorow. Time went fast when Veronica got a call from her mother saying dinner was ready. We said our goodbyes "thank you for helping me with picking my outfit babe" i hugged her "no problem love now text me how it goes tommorow okay have a lot off fun i love you" she said while hugging me " i love you too" we let go off eachother and let her out thank god she only lives a few blocks away. I went inside i was about to walk upstairs when my mum called me for dinner i looked at the clock 6pm already time went fast when you are with you're friend. Mum put a pizza on my plate yumm my fav. I didnt noticed i was so hungry until now. I ate the pizza all by myself. i watched 1 hour tv i noticed i started to get tired i think its the best for me if i go to sleep i need to get up early. i said goodnight to my mum walked to my room and putted on my pj's.

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this is chapter 2 hope you like it
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xoxo nina