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Days have passed

I'm still hiding my feelings from you and from everyone

Good thing I can shut myself up from telling that to others

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It was Monday and we were inside the classroom doing some works on our laptops

While we were doing some work, something caught my attention

Our classmate saw you texting someone

And our classmate said that out loud

Our classmate guessed that you are talking to you're....

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Lover

And I quickly turned around and looked at both of you

Seeing you agreeing with our classmate that you are really talking to your "lover"

Didn't you know i felt a slight crack in my heart?

Knowing that you actually have a "lover"

I was so surprised

I thought you don't have any so called "lover"

But I was wrong

I guess the quote saying "Expect the unexpected" is real

I had a feeling of bitter sweet

A feeling mixed with happiness and sadness

I felt happy for you that you had a lover that will love you

I hope both of you will stay strong and be forever until the end through thick and thin

I felt happy for you even though it was actually hurting me

Even though its just a crush

I didn't notice that i was actually getting hurt

Because who am I even to you

I am just your stupid classmate that is a fool for you

I am not even your friend

I don't even think you thought of me as your friend

So pathetic, right?

I guess that's how life is full of joy and sadness