Unbreakable

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Leilany 29yrs March 15, 2030

When we get back to the hotel violet Is awake.
"We brought you some breakfast. You want to eat it now .? "
"Yeah .. Sure .. What did yall bring .?"
"Mc'donalds breakfast plate"
"Cool where is it .? I'm starving"
I smile and hand her the plate ..
"So guys what yall wanna do today .?"
"The only thing I don't want is to be in this room any longer .."
I can't help but laugh she hasn't changed. She has never liked being inside much. That's why her husband loves her. His name is Jared.
"Well how about a walk on the park .?"
"That's a great idea babe .. "
"Good , I'll hurry and we can leave... Okay .?"
"Okay but try not to eat to fast there or you'll get a stomach ache.."
"I'll try but no promises.."
"Ay ayay when are you gonna learn Violet.?"

Leilany 12yrs. October 27,2013

I don't know how long I've been here. Just crying, hoping , and wishing ... That this is all a dream... But in reality my world is falling apart. I didn't know how long I could keep it hidden.. But I knew that It couldn't be forever. Every scar meant one of the many things that has hurt me the most..
Mentally and physically.. I couldn't find any other way for relief... Relief of the pain.. The torture ... The suffrage... The lies ... And most of all the truth... The truth of me .. Of my life... It's not perfect.. Nothing is... I have a mom that lies ... Yells... And beats me ...
I have a dad that is Almost NEVER home but when he is ...
All I hear is yelling ...
All I see is fighting...
All I feel is pain ... Loneliness..
But all he can do is drink ... Drink beer .. For any bad thing my mom tells him .,,
I have. Little sister that cares too much ... And that is what hurts her the most .,..
She cares about my mom .,, even with all the bad things that she has done to her , my big sister, my dad , and most of all me ....
She cares about my dad .. Even with all the crazy things my mom has driven him to do..
She cares about my big sister .. Even with all the lies that my mom has told her to say ...
All the lies .. All the pain ,..
She cares about me ... ME .,, she is the reason I'm still alive... She is my reason to live .. My one and only hope ...
Every time I cut I .., think .,, think about ending this ... Ending my life .. All because of HER my mom is the reason I want my life to end ...
"LEILANY.! Come out of there NOW.! Or we will go in ...!"
"NO DONT.! I DONT WANT YOU HERE ... I DONT WANT YOU NERE ME .. Don't .,,"
My voice starts to fade.. I start looking around .. And find a razor... I start cutting my wrist .. Each time with more blood.. I do it again and again and again... Just wanting it to end right thin and there ... Make all the problems disappear... All of the pain , the suffering, the torture , and the lies .,, All could be gone at this moment.. Just one last cut through the middle of my wrists and I would be gone ...