Kayla POV: "No nigga you shut the fuck and go be with them 2 rat ass hoes the fuck" I said mad as fuck because I'm tired of putting up with jay shit. I slammed the fuck outta his bath room door. I started to text me best friend.
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I was so done with Jay but for some reason I couldn't leave him. Jay was my first everything he did so much shit to me I became numb to his bullshit. I was choked out of my thoughts by jay. "Let me g-o get off of me" I said scared. This wasn't his first time putting his hands on me and I hated it. "YOU DONT FUCKING LISTEN KAY!" He said. It was like every time he get like this he black out and don't look like his self. That shit is scary I suddenly had a flash back to the day my dad use to beat me and my mom.
"GET OFF OF ME,STOP MOVE" "GET OUT, DON'T TOUCH HER"
My dad use to rape me and my mom would watch. Suddenly I got a head rush full of memories that I never wanted to think about EVER again." GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME" I said scream and hitting hard as I can. I black out when he put his hands on me but this time I lost it. Something I never did before. He let go of me with a blank stare "I can't do this" I fail to my knees crying hard as ever. Who would do this to their daughter and I hated my dad for everything he did. "Kayla get up" he said trying to pull me up but I just couldn't get up. Every day I think about my childhood I been depressed for years I even cut my wrist a couple times but that never really help. I even tried to kill myself by taking prescription pills but jay caught me in time. "I'm not ok" I said with my head down. "Talk to me you know u can talk to me right?" He asked "take me home" I said as I stood up with my purse in my hand. My hair was all over my face and I didn't care to fix it. "Come on yo-" he tired to say I just walked off .I knew I shoulda drove my car.
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Jay POV: I never seen Kayla like this I always knew she was depressed but I didn't know it was this bad. I felt so bad for putting my hand on her knowing what she go through I felt like a hoe ass nigga. The whole car ride was awkward ass fuck she was so quiet and I hated it cause she always been a nice,sweet, girl so seeing her at her lowest point made me feel a way. "You wanna get sum to eat?" I asked. It was still quiet. "Look I'm sorry I'm really sorry I feel like shit for doing that to you" I said being sincere. Still nothing. A few minutes later we arrived at her house. "Look at me" I said. When she did her face was full of tears. " talk to me" I said as I try to grab her hand. She couldn't even talk I just pulled her in for a tight hug. She pulled away and got out the car without saying anything. "I love you" I said she just kept walking.
