Forbidden Love

The Day We Met

"HAZEL! WAKE THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW YOU STUPID STUPID CHILD" I heard my mom scream from all the way downstairs. My eyes start to water but I just wipe the tears. I put on my outfit, a nice pair of ripped jeans with a sweater, I throw on some converse and put on my glasses, I didn't bother to fix my hair, I just fixed my bangs and headed downstairs. I got my bag and headed out the door before my mom saw me, I wasn't in the mood for her to scream at me. I sat at the bus stop and put in my headphones, I listened to the music, it was so comforting, music is my safe place, when I listen to it, I can feel again. I see the bus coming, so I grab my bag and get on. When I get on the bus, I immediately got tripped. "Nice going Hazel, jeez no wonder your parents don't love you, you can't even walk in a straight line." A voice said, it was this boy named Aiden, he hated me and bullied me everyday, we used to be good friends, but i rejected him so now he treats me horribly. "You shouldn't be talking Aiden, you act just like you dress, complete fucking trash" I heard a voice say from in front of me. I look up and see this gorgeous girl standing in front of me. She gives me her hand and helps me up. "I haven't seen you here before" she said to me. "Oh um, yeah, I usually walk to school" I said back to her. "Ah, cool, we should walk together one time! Anyway wanna sit with me?" She said to me, it kind of made me blush. "Y..yeah, I'd love to" I replied. We had a nice conversation until we got to school. "Your really cool Hazel, here, have my number" she said to me. She gave me my number and told me to text her. I saved her number in my contacts and went into school, overall my day was okay, kind of boring, but I had that girl on my mind, and now that I think of it, I never asked her name, I took out my phone and texted her "hey, I never got your name". A few minutes later she texted back "oh right haha, my name is Tatum". Tatum, what a pretty name, fitting for such a pretty person. Thinking about Tatum made me blush, wait no, what am I thinking?! I don't like girls, I'm straight. I turn on some music to take my mind off of Tatum. As the school day ends, i rush home to get my chores done before my mom gets home, knowing I'd be punished if they weren't. While walking home, I fell on the ground and cut open my leg, I tried to walk it off but it wouldn't stop bleeding, there was no way I'd be home in time, I knew my mom was gonna kill me, I kept walking, even though I was in pain. When I walked through the door I saw my mom, she looked so angry, she came up to me and pushed me against the wall, making me fall to the ground. "NOW WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LATE YOU HORRIBLE FUCKING CHILD" she yelled, and kicked me when I was on the ground. "I..I'm sorry mom, I fell and cut my leg, I'm sorry.." I said back, trying not to cry, but i felt tears coming down my face. "Sorry isn't going to cut it" she said to me, she picked me up back to my feet by shirt and pushed me into the stairs. "Go the fuck to your room" she said to me. I ran up to my room and closed my door, I started crying, I was in so much pain, everything hurt. I went to my drawer and took out the blade of my pencil sharpener, which I took out months ago, and I took out a pack of cigarettes. I put on my headphones and listened to music, and started cutting my arm until it bled. I lit a cigarette and tried to numb this horrible pain I felt. I just wanted it all to end. I opened my window and went to go sit on the roof, while I was sitting there, watching the sun set, I get a text.

Tatum☺️: Hey hazel, wanna talk to school tomorrow?

Hazel: hey Tatum, I'd love to, what's your adress, I'll meet you there

She gave me her address and I went inside, I smiled, changed into my pajamas and went to bed.

Hii! This is the first part of my story, but there definitely will be a lot more:)