One day I felt too bored!!! And I installed an dating apps, and I meet a 28 yrs old man, his name Mohammed! We Introduce ourselves ,we do video calls always , were so happy talking each other,until were in relationship!!! One month later we meet in real!!! Were going somewhere were so happy!!! Till one day we fight bcoz of the small stupid things!!! And he realized to end our relationship, but i fall inlove to him already,and I can't accept that, I cried i beg him to love me back! But he doesn't!! I gave his number one of my friend!!! He became chatmates until he want to meet my friend,, he know's that was my friend's number,he shared to my friend what the reason he end's our relatuonship and he asked to my friend to have relationship with him! When i know that i cried I can not accept,I make everything to come back !! And finally were in relationship again❤️ after one month we go hotel , we having a special night together were so happy and i can feel he love me but only me felt that I never thought his feeling to me was only a Lust😭every month w meet to have S3X I accept bcoz i love him so much!!! Til the time come he don't like me and he found another woman!!! He told me he doesn't like me anymore!!! That time i felt i am going to die😭 but i try to accept until i meet a lot of men's till one day were the time i forget him, he message me and we continue our relationship bcoz he realized he loved me too!! But i never believe him!!! I put in my mind he want fu©k only he want it for free!!! Bcoz he doesn't spend money to me i never ask anything from him bcoz only i want was his love!! I gave him a last chance we start in a beggining but i put in my mind were sex lover only to fulfill the Lust!! I control myself bcoz I don't want to be hurt again and yes still i loved him but i need to control it bcoz i know one day he left me and marry a woman that fits on him , a woman that be his wife material!!! That is why till now i felt the pain when sometime he igmored me😭Even he told me he loves me😭were still together and I don't know when it's end but i am ready for it!!I will love him till the rest of my life😢
