The Lost King: The New Pack

Part 1: Chapter Ten

Kas

After packing everything I owned I wanted to try to get some rest, today was a very eventful day. Trying is the keyword since I havent fallen asleep yet, something kept me woke. I've been laying here stuck woke. Just laying here thinking. A lot was getting ready to happen and I still wasn't completely sure about the whole thing. Something feels off. It was nagging at the back of my head like the feeling you get when you feel something about to happen but can't put your finger on it.

I noticed my life had been crazy these past few weeks. I never thought finding out who or what I was would be this chaotic. I just wanted things to go back to the way they were. Everything is so complicated now, I felt like an old ass man instead of the 17-year-old I was. I would rather think I'm crazy than to know I'm not. It was more peaceful.

"You will be ok Kas you were born for this." Alpha said trying his best to comfort me.

Which came as a shock, he usually don't give a fuck one way or another. He was really turning a new leaf. This was different or maybe he could sense my unease. Whatever it was I wish it'll just happen so I could get over this feeling. I know Gma would never do us wrong.

"Maybe w..." I was cut off by Alpha, so much for turning a new leaf.

"Kas we have to go now, its Sasha she's scared. Her wolf is calling to me again I could feel her, we have to find her!" Alpha said completely off-topic.

"Nope, I told her I wasn't coming she should've thought about that with her grown-ass" I said sounding more convincing than I was.

"Are you serious right now? You really telling me you not gonna go get her?" Alpha asked getting upset. I could feel anger wash over me.

"Nope" I said popping the P.

"Sorry but that's not going to do. Come on Kas she is really scared more than before. I don't want to force you so please do this for me." Alpha asked in a whiny voice.

"Nah, she can take care of herself remember." I said reminding him of her smart ass comments on her way out the door.

"KAS I'm really trying not take over forcefully but I will!" Alpha warned.

As much as I wanted to leave her hanging I knew I couldn't. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something happened to her and I could've helped her. Plus I don't have time for him to trying to take over every chance he get. This is my body, I make the final decisions.

"Bet it's that dude. I told her ass." I thought out loud sighing hard.

I just couldn't for the life of me understand why females kept going back even when their life was on the line. I never really loved a female outside of my gma and little sisters so I couldn't relate or understand the thought process behind it. There's not enough love in the world in my opinion.

Finally dressed in some grey joggers, a black tee and my chucks I made my way downstairs only to run smack dab into Jabar. Bumping chest, knocking each other back a couple of steps. We both paused studying each other trying to read each other. He didn't seem to have a attitude.

"Go Kas we got to go" Alpha urged.

I didn't move though after looking Jabar over. I knew he was ready to talk but at the worse possible time. That's how this usually go especially when he was in the wrong. I didn't want him to feel like I didn't care because I did but with Alpha going crazy in my head I knew I had to leave soon or he was gone take over.

"Come with me real quick, I gotta do something. We could talk on the way." I said walking pass him making my way to the front door.

Passing a sleeping gma as she rested on the couch. I didn't know where everybody else was. In the moment of was thankful they wasn't here, they all would've wanted to come. I wanted to use this time to talk with Jabar anyway. Jabar quickly threw himself together falling in step with me.