Against Us [ MICHAENG ]

Chapter 22.

Chaeyoung's POV :

I bought a wedding ring for Mina and I and dressed as a groom

Dahyun and I are on our way to the hospital with the priest

They all know about my plan today so I'm excited that Mina and I will actually get married today

I know she will be happy because this is our dream

Even we will not get married in the church as she dreamed but at least, our dream of getting married will come true

After a couple of time, we arrive at hospital

"don't forget your bride's flower" Dahyun said and handed me the flower

This is it, Mina will be my official wife

But as we going to her room we saw Jeongyeon and the others crying

As soon as Nayeon saw, she approach me and hug me right away as she cry

The wedding ring is in my right hand while the flower is in my left hand

"w-why?" I stuttered

I don't know but my eyes are starting to get watery

I don’t know if it was because of Nayeon’s sobs or something just happened that would ruin my world

I looked at the others and their eyes were really swollen

"s-she's g-gone Chaeyoung, she already left us" Nayeon said while hugging me tightly as she sobs even more

As soon as Nayeon said those, I synchronously let go of the flower and wedding ring from my grip

I was stunned and my tears flows spontaneously

"n-no she c-can't"

"today is our w-wedding day" I said and trembles

I let go myself of the hug and went to her room

The doctor removing her oxygen and those of her body that used on her for her chemo

The moment I saw Mina, I could no longer restrain myself from sobs as my lips trembling

I approach her dead body and hug her

"wake up Mina! I'm already here" I hug her body

"we are getting married today Mina so wake up!" I said and cry out loud

"I just bought our wedding ring but why when I came back here, you're already sleeping?"

"MINA PLEASE! PLEASE, I'M BEGGING YOU WAKE UP! PLEASE!" I yelled through sobs while shaking her body

"ARE YOU LISTENING? I SAID, WAKE UP! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

"YOU'D PROMISE, YOU WON'T LEAVE ME!"

"YOU'D PROMISE, WE WILL GROW OLD TOGETHER!"

"NOW WHY DID YOU LEFT ME?!" I asked crying out loud

Now that she died, I lost all my dream with her

Now that she has left me, what's the use of my life?

I want to question the god right now why he early took Mina

"you didn't even give me a chance to make you feel my love for you"

I no longer care if I look like a child crying out loud

"why did you left me Mina?" I asked while crying

"I hope you didn't fix me if you will just crush me again"

"we're almost here in our dream Mina, just a few steps we can fulfill our dream of getting married but why did you left me immediately?"

"do you really want me to regret that I wasted time?"

"then wake up now because I'd really regret it"

I did nothing but hugging her body as I cry and cry and cry

I'm talking to her as if she is still alive

"you left me without even warning"

"we have so many dreams but how can we fulfill now that you are gone?"

"you told me, you don't want me to experience being left alone again but why now, you left me"

"it hurts Mina, you're hurting me!"

"wake up please Mina, please I'm begging you come back!" I begged through sobs

"I feel like I died too Mina"

Can I return to the time she was still alive?

'coz I can't live without her

The gummy smile I always sees is gone

The person who takes care of me when I get drunk is gone

The person who always tells me that "smoking and drinking aren't good for your health" is now gone

The person who is always there to help me, to guide me on the right path, listening to my stories is gone

I wasted the time to be with her because of being selfish

So now that she is gone, what else can I do to live?

I don't want to live anymore since the person who is the reason why I live is gone.