Suicidal

Chapter 2

Louis PoV:

Looking down on her face I feel myself starting to shake. I take in her features: full luscious pink lips, silky soft chestnut hair. The next thing I noticed was how thick the makeup on her face was. I scrunched my nose up in disgust, why the hell is she ruining herself with all that shit?

I look over to see what was curled up tightly in her hand, it was shiny. I gasped as her hand unravelled to reveal a sharp blade. Soon enough the tears stream down my face (a/n moments people!!) . Why would somebody this beautiful do this to herself?

I shook my head sadly, I reach down to pick her up, she is light as feather! I carried her bridal style to my car. I drove quickly back to my flat; as Harry was in LA for the week. I didn't care that I was going way over the speed limit, I'm pretty sure that Kylie had overdosed and that was why she had passed out.

Once again I pick up Kylie bridal style and carry her into the flat. I lay her on my bed, not in a creepy way but because Harry often sleeps naked on the sofa so it probably has all sorts of nasty germs on it. She started to stir; clearly the pills did not do as much damaged as she had wanted. I sighed, even though I only knew as much about her as she put on Twitter but I feel like I have known her forever, and I haven't even spoken to her yet.

Suddenly her eyes flicker open, and wow, they weren't any old eyes. They were gorgeous, an emerald green that sparkled even though the room was dark.
"Who? What? Where am I? Am I dead?" She said the last part with a hopeful look in her eyes, it broke me, right down the middle of my heart. Her voice was so soft but husky all at the same time.
"Well I, love, am Louis Tomlinson, you're in my flat, no you are very much so alive, and I walked in on you about to commit suic-" my voice cracked, I closed my mouth, not trusting the sound of my voice. Kylie looked so confused when she saw the falling freely from my face. Then again I was confused to, I have never met this girl before and yet here I was crying because of the way she treated herself.

Kylies PoV:

What the hell? I open my eyes to the sound of quiet sobs. They sounded masculine.
"Who? What? Where am I? Am I dead?" My eyes landed on the male figure and he looked familiar but I was too tired to figure out who it was. He looked up and gave me a weak smile.
"Well I, love, am Louis Tomlinson, you're in my flat, no you are very much so alive, and I walked in on you about to commit suic-" his voice broke, he closed his mouth and looked down, ashamed, but what confused me most was that he had tears flowing down his face.
"Why are you crying?" I asked softly, not wanting to upset him further. I recognised him from one direction now and putting two and two together I realised he must of seen my message. Louis smiled shakily.
"Because you are beautiful, and life is a once chance thing, you end it and you don't get a second chance," his voice wavered at the end. I glared at him,
"Were you never taught not to lie?" He looked up in shock.
"Huh?" I glared once again in his direction.
"You called me beautiful! I'm not beautiful, nor will I ever be! Beautiful people don't have scarred pasts, they're not fat or ugly or... Me!" I yelled, losing my cool.
"Sorry," I muttered sheepishly, "I'm just not used to compliments and I guess that's how I deal with them..." Oh my god why am I such a fuckup?
"No!" Louis suddenly pushed his chair back against the wood, making a horrible scratching noise.
"No!" He screamed again with more force this time, the chair fell to the floor, he was too busy waving his fists around to notice though. His tan cheeks were flushed red and there was anger and... Disappointment? In his eyes. He turned around and when he faced me all angry was gone from his eyes. Replaced was pure sadness, hurt and disappointment. He looked me straight in the eye before whispering.
"No..."

Louis Pov:

I glared at Kylie, I didn't want to but how did she not understand? How could she not see how stunning she is? Her emerald eyes glistened. Tears were building up in her eyes as she tried to out-stare me.

She looked down as tears dripped down her cheeks. Shit! What have I done?

"No, no, no!" I swallowed, look down before continuing, not wanting to upset or frighten Kylie further.

"I'm so sorry love, you know I didn't mean to yell at you, but what you tried to do is so wrong! Why can't you see that?"

I picked up the chair I had so hastily thrown across the room and sat back down, Kylie said nothing, but her eyes were big and she was looking at me in shock.

Kylies Pov:

"I'm so sorry love, you know I didn't mean to yell at you, but what you tried to do is so wrong! Why can't you see that?" Louis looked at me with sympathy and despair in his eyes. For fucks sake I don't want any god damn sympathy! I keep my face still and emotionless while taking in his appearance. I didn't get a good look at Louis when I first saw him outside my bathroom door but from pictures I have seen I could tell something was bugging him.

His once icy blue eyes were now a dull grey, his shaggy brown hair was all over the place and greasy, his tanned face was unusually pale, yet his cheeks were a flushed red, obviously from the anger.

Just then my phone vibrated from my back pocket. I jumped up in surprise. Louis gave me a weird look so I explained,

"Sorry, my butt vibrated," He raised an eyebrow and stifled a laugh. My eyes widen when I realise what I said.

"No! What I meant was that my phone was in my back pocket and it vibrated!" Wait, my phone vibrated when somebody is calling! Shit! I pick up my phone and see it was Gemma, Amy, Caelyn and my landlord. I coughed, trying to make myself sound as professional as possible.

"Hello?"

"Hello Ms. Franklin?"

"That's me, is there a problem?" I laugh nervously.

"I'm sorry to say this but I just got a once in a lifetime offer for your flat. I am going to have to give you and your three friends a week to pack and move out. I will be collecting the keys next Monday morning."

"Oh, um alright I guess, I better tell the girls, thank you for the notice."

"Alright, look dear I'm sorry but I really need this money." She sounded regretful but determined at the same time.

"I understand, thank you again, goodbye."

"Goodbye Ms. Franklin." I checked to make sure that I had hung up before bursting into tears.

"Love?" I look up, suddenly remembering Louis.

"I'm fine, don't worry." I said, my voice flat.

"I'm sorry but please tell me, it's not like I'm gonna tell anyone! I didn't tell anyone about how I met you, did I?" He looked at me so sincerely I knew I could trust him.

"My landlord, she got a great offer and now she is making me and my three friends leave and we have nowhere to go and we have to leave by Monday and-" I start uncontrollably sobbing. Louis wasted no time in pulling me into his chest. His masculine cologne and his body heat calmed me.

After what seemed like forever Louis put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me back gently.

"Love?"

"Yeah?"

"You and your friends can stay with me as long as you need," he looked into my eyes, locking his sparkling blue ones with my boring green ones.

"Really?" My voice wavered, unsure if this was real.

"No." He looked at me deadly serious before cracking up with laughter. Are you kidding me? That is exactly what I would do!

"I was joking; I would be honoured to have you stay here." He closed the gap between up giving me a hug; I wish I could stay like this forever. When I'm with Louis it's like I'm a different person. Not one suicidal though has come into my head since I met him!