Migratory Birds

5

Ragini not looked  laksh instead she turned to lavanya,  he understood she is going without even telling anything to him.  She told her feelings to everyone but why she didnt have nothing to say to him. Laksh felt angry and disappointed by her behaviour.

Ragini...  laksh shouted.  Why?  Dont you have nothing to ask me?  I know there is not...  You are the one betrayed me again and again. I am happy that you are going,  before going why dont you wish me and my wife kavya a good life ahead?

Ahaan want to slap laksh for his behaviour and he turned when Harman and Avinash stopped him.  No...  dont do anything.  It should be ragini who should reply.. if not today then when will she? Ragini.... go and tell whatever you feel... pour out all your feelings to him,  we dont want you to regret tomorrow because you didnt told him anything. Avinash said.

Ragini walked near laksh... She stood infront of him.

Laksh stared her... Ragini do you want to cry?  is it hurt soo much that you feel like dying?  How did you feel when you saw me marrying kavya?  How did you felt when i said i didnt loved you?  Ragini...how much it hurt when your all family stood beside me?  How it felt when i touched kavya and when i closed the door infront of you?  Do you want to die seeing me and kavya inside a room alone?  It hurts,  isnt it? 
That is what i needed. I too got hurt when i realised swara was not there on our marriage day,  it hurted knowing the women i believed is a devil and snatched everything. It really hurted seeing my brother came with the women i loved and hearing he was married her. Do you know how it feels knowing my own brother chosed the girl i loved? 
When your truth out i want you to go away from me forever. Still nobody thought about me,  you are there. The unwanted wife of mine was still there beside me like a glue. I hated the times i laid beside you,  i hated the times whenever i saw you in my room. Those days we are alone spend in a room made me mad. I dont even want to stand near you because i never ever loved ragini gadodiya. You are never my choice ragini.. you are never. Not yesterday,  nor today and never in tomorrow...
I know you will crawl back again if i throw you out because you are a shameless girl,  that was why i married kavya.
Honestly speaking now i dont like your sister too. You are all a curse in my life. Still i reaspect her because she is my babhi. Not you,  i know you will come here again as her sister to get me even after knowing i am married. You are that girl who didnt even respect the relations.
I am really disappointed to see someone is here now to claim you,  you are that girl who doesnt deserve a family. I dont know what happens in the future but still i know you will never get a man who loves you. I can see your future,  it will be miserable as hell. We all know ragini can never forget laksh and your all life you are going to live thinking my betrayals, but hear me out you have no place in my life. Never ever...

Ragini smiled, still tears filled her eyes and she wiped it.
Laksh... you are right... i am miserable and i dont know what my future will be. If i say it didnt hurt that will be wrong. It hurts,  it hurts soo much.
But you are wrong on soo many things,  i am not the one who didnt respected the relations. Its you... Your family came for me.. we are the one got engaged and like a cheater you gone behind my sister. Ok.. no problem.. then why you again played with my heart and broken me,  then  like a mahaan said i am your friend. Which friend you are talking mr. Laksh maheswary... You and my sister together betrayed me,  made me a laughing stock infront of everyone. Then your brother my last hope who destroyed me completely... You people made me like this. Each and every one of you betrayed me.
Yes i am sad when i saw you with kavya. I felt lot of pain when i thought about you and kavya spending time alone in a room. I am broken knowing that you are married but you are wrong,  the feelings are not new.
I already experienced much pain when i saw my own sister spending time with my fiance,  when i am stood there watching the man once my fiance wearing ring to my own sister and making a new relationship. It made me broken seeing all my family celebrating their happiness forgetting me again. I am hurt when i realised a man i thought my friend was acting for his own revenge.
Ragini is a shameless girl?  Who made me shameless?  I am a devil,  who made me devil?  You,  your brother,  my sister,  my family you all together destroyed me.
I dont know if i move on but i promise i will never ever return back to you. For me you are no one,  now there is no relation is tied between us. Ragini and laksh are seperated the moment you married kavya. Because i will never ever follow a married man.
If i say i will forget you it will be a lie,  because no one can forget their past... but i will move on......
This shameless girl will never ever will return to you again. This is my promise.