You are a beautiful girl,
I'm jealous of that smile
It lights up this crap town
Even for just a while.
Where has that smile gone?
It disappeared under countless tears
From what you've heard me say
And what you've seen me do.
I'm sorry I cause you pain
I'm sorry you feel useless
It just makes me feel alive
It's not your fault I do this
You tell me to just scream
It'll take away the pain
But unless you've been through what I have
You know "scream" is just a word.
