I AM DEATH

The second wound

(Previously)

i fainted down in the middle of the woods and the last thing i saw was my friend running to me.

Now.

Abigail " How did you get so strong Vis Its not like i don't like the way you are now i just think it's getting over to you"
Me " Oh you think I can't handle a little power gain?"
Abigail " No it's not that i don't like it it's just that it makes you lose control each time you face them"
Me " Well maybe they need to know who they are facing, I'm not just the protector i am the worst nightmare i am vengeance i am everything they say i am and more"
Abigail " (chuckles) you forgot to mention you're God's favorite son."
Me " Haha (laughed)  they don't need to know that"
Abigail " Maybe they do"
Me " No, they need to know that I love you"
Abigail " Well they need to know that I love you too".

Those were the voices i was hearing when fainted in the woods, it sounded like as if it was yesterday i was that conversation with Abigail, but sometimes these voices sound like there's more than they can tell me. And i'm willing to do anything to know everything single detail about what's inside of me. Anything,  my body needed time to accept the position it is being put at with this new invader taking control and sometimes i feel like this is my life now but sometimes i feel like it's just isn't real.

While they kept me inside the car heading to Ian's house i could just see flashlights passing by aside me slowly and some fast it was all this memory that i had lost finding it's way back to me i could've sworn some of it was good but most of is are full with dangerous feelings. But everything, each memory of mine came back to me but the memories weren't mine they were for what's inside of me, Death himself i am still me at some point if times but not all the time i see like death, i can hear like death, I can do all things that death can and believe me it feels good.

But it has sort of a price and it has its consequences and i'm starting to re-think welcoming my guest to my body because fighting demons is not what i'm supposed to do it's not my story it's not my purpose and it's very dangerous. So on the way back to the house i woke up in the middle of the ride there was a song playing on the radio called 'babe, it just happened' i think it was sang by Trent Dabbs but as i woke up from my memory dream land Abigail was gone it was just me and Ian in the car.

Me: " Where's abigail ? "
Ian: " Hello to you too, she took off said she'd be back"
Me: " But she had a broken ankle, how did she even walk"
Ian: " I didn't say she walked i said she took off as in she just teleported away to whatever she went so it's just me and you buddy"
Me: " I have to talk to her, she has something of mine"
Ian: " why ever since this lady showed up to our lives all of a sudden she's the queen of our lives? i just don't see what's so special about her"
Me: " Well i do and i need to talk to her "
Ian: " Well superman why don't you fly around looking for her then"
when Ian looked behind i was gone he didn't hear the car's door open but i didn't need to use the door i just focused and found myself in my room at my apartment and guess who's standing in front of me, Abigail.

I didn't have time to talk i just went close to her enough held her chin up and just kissed her and it felt magical it was the best feeling i had in a few days i took her shirt off her pants pulled them down took my shirt off my pants and we just collide each other with emotional touching slowly getting every inch of ourselves satisfied, i swear it was the best feeling in the world and i can't believe i was having the feeling. and having to share it with her felt more like tasting heaven.

After some intense emotion relief we stayed in bed, my phone was ringing it was Ian but i needed sometime off from him honestly everyone does, abigail didn't seem to be shocked that i just came and kissed her i guess she already knew that i remember everything, and i mean EVERYTHING.