I stayed at his side whenever I could. I watched the heart monitor and heard as it beeped. Every single beep was a conformation. Assurance that I might have a chance to fix what I had done. To apologize, to beg for forgiveness, to protect him with all I was, in a vain attempt to make up for all the pain I had caused him. My Izuku...
No. I don't have the right to call him mine. I don't have the right to call him a friend. I don't deserve to eat, drink, or sleep, until he wakes up, and tells me I can. If he doesn't want me to, I won't. If he doesn't want to see me, I will stay away. If he wants me to follow my advice to him, I'd do it in a heartbeat, because that's what he did for me.
You told him to make that jump. He listened to what you said, just like he always did. That nerd would jump off a cliff for you! He basically did... I'm pathetic. When he wakes up, you will repay everything you did to him. Every word from the past 15 years, you will spend the rest of your life repaying. I'm so lost in my thoughts of self hatred, that I almost missed the change in sounds. It takes me a moment to pinpoint it. When I do, my heart stops. The steady beeping of Izuku's heart monitor had been replaced with a constant, high pitched buzz. As I realized this, a team of doctors come rushing in, ushering me out of the room. The last glimpse of Izuku that I ever expect to get, is of him on that bed, on full life support, a team of doctors standing over him, working to undo the damage I'd done.
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When I lost you |MHA secret AU|
أدب الهواةThis story isn't Midoria's. It can't be. He's dead. No, I'm Katsuki Bakugo. Izuku Midoria was... I want to say he was my best friend, but considering what I did to him? I don't deserve to say that. I'm doing what I'm doing for him. I don't deserve t...
