Drama, Love and Lies (One Direction)

As Long As You Love Me.

the chapter title is so weird but im listening to carly rose soneclar's version and it's so much better fjhasfjshdf jsg omfg and im so sorry about the cliffhanger on the chapter before.. it was like the biggest cliffhanger except the one i did in band-aids. but yeah.. i hope you like this chapter. kind of just wanting to get this story done.

couple chapters after this and it's done omfgksjfjhd;fjda;hsfjadf. trying to not have 38 like my last story..

long chapter for every one since the last one was sooooo short. not edited though.

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Harry's POV

     I watch as Tay walks to the lake getting memorized by the lights that I set up the other night for this special moment.

     I was gonna do it.

     I was going to propose to Tay. I knew we haven't been together for that long but right now she is my life. I can't and will never stop loving her. I sometimes think that this was fate bringing me to her. I know, I know, very cliche but this is what love does to people. You turn so cheesy.

      This might not be the best idea but I love her. If she says no then I'll respect that and I wouldn't end it. If she says yes then I'll be the happiest person in the world. 

      The only thing I am worried about is her saying no and taking it the wrong way and leaving me. I can't handle losing her again. It's be months and months that I lost of being with her. I lasted 3 months without kissing her. I lasted 3 months without loving her. I lasted 3 months without talking or just seeing her.

     I had to wish every day for her to wake up but it lasted forever.

     I grab the tiny maroon box out of my jacket and bent down onto my right knee onto the snow. The snow made part of my sweats wet and I opened the small box holding it out with my hand trembling.

     Tay turns around and gasped.

     "Tay," I said with a shaky voice. "I am uncontrollably in love with you. I will always be in love with you. You make me smile when I don't want to. You make me want to sing out songs to old love songs just randomly like belt out the words. I want to hold you for the rest of my life and I know this is really sudden and I know that you might even say no.. But I'm doing it. I'm doing it because I am so madly in love with you.. you are like a drug to me. I'm not kidding.. But.."

      I paused as I bit my lip.

      "Will you marry me?"

      She stares at me for a couple seconds and I knew what was coming. I knew she'd say no.

      "Yes!" She screamed.

      I stand up and put the ring on her finger as she held out. She swings her arms around my neck but before she can say anything I put my lips to her. She runs her hands through my hair as our lips mould together. I could think of anything better than this moment right now. My arms pulling her by the waist to close the tiny gap between us. I was just praying for the taste of her lips even though they we're already on mine. 

      "I love you." I said pulling away looking into her eyes as she smiled.

      "I can't believe it.." She said. "I love you so much."

       I kissed her lips as a peck even though I wanted more.

      "Are we gonna tell them tomorrow?" She asked.

      "I kind of had an idea.." I said.

       "What is it?" She said.

       "I kind of thought it could just be us. We could just go alone to like Vegas and get married there. A small wedding." I replied.